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maybe its just been a long day...but all i need to do is vent
here go all my random thoughts...
i wish you would stop dropping everything for her...i wish you said i was beautiful like you tell her...i wish i didnt feel like someone to fuck instead of someone to love...i wish i wasnt loving the most...i wish i could get your attention like she does...sometimes i wish i was her...
does it always have to be about the two of them...does every conversation have to lead up to their lives...their decisions...does the world revolve around them to you...
why do you pick favorites...why cantyou accpet who i am...why do you have to put so much pressure on me...why do you have to do more than control me...why do you do everything in your power to black mail me..
kk well that was it for ranting and raving...im loving everything rite now...i really am [no sarcasm] im just learning how to deal with things...
requiem for the perfect person...
...recipe for the perfect disaster
here go all my random thoughts...
i wish you would stop dropping everything for her...i wish you said i was beautiful like you tell her...i wish i didnt feel like someone to fuck instead of someone to love...i wish i wasnt loving the most...i wish i could get your attention like she does...sometimes i wish i was her...
does it always have to be about the two of them...does every conversation have to lead up to their lives...their decisions...does the world revolve around them to you...
why do you pick favorites...why cantyou accpet who i am...why do you have to put so much pressure on me...why do you have to do more than control me...why do you do everything in your power to black mail me..
kk well that was it for ranting and raving...im loving everything rite now...i really am [no sarcasm] im just learning how to deal with things...
requiem for the perfect person...
...recipe for the perfect disaster