Bitter Sweet Life
Life can be like dark chocolate...it's sweet yet bitter all at the same time.
The past weeks have been a ride; 3 deaths, one after another, around me and 1 promo.
My heart have been weighing heavily every time I got news of the death. It's always sudden. Cardiac Arrest. No chance for goodbye. And a big question 'Why'.
With these departures, I don't know what to make out of LIFE.
To press on to do good 'all the time'? ...which can be so tough around wolves...
Or to do whatever I want....any time I want?
I don't know...except that I recognise LIFE can be sniffed out at a blow and that freaks me out.
...Still figuring everything out...
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Work has been very strange lately. Except for the mega project (which ended last month) and the basic duties at work, I have not been given any thing more. ...And that's not a good sign...as according to work-101, I'm either frozen or gonna be fired!!!!! It felt weird seeing everyone complain except me. It felt odd people around got shot! except me. I felt kinda redundant around....maybe I've been too used to working hard. Being free seemed strange. But it's goodl!! ....for I can spend more time with family and self! It didn't help that the global economic crisis made bonus out and increment cut this year. Yet in such a gloom, I got a raise. What a pleasant surprise!!! TG. :)
The past weeks have been a ride; 3 deaths, one after another, around me and 1 promo.
My heart have been weighing heavily every time I got news of the death. It's always sudden. Cardiac Arrest. No chance for goodbye. And a big question 'Why'.
With these departures, I don't know what to make out of LIFE.
To press on to do good 'all the time'? ...which can be so tough around wolves...
Or to do whatever I want....any time I want?
I don't know...except that I recognise LIFE can be sniffed out at a blow and that freaks me out.
...Still figuring everything out...
:
Work has been very strange lately. Except for the mega project (which ended last month) and the basic duties at work, I have not been given any thing more. ...And that's not a good sign...as according to work-101, I'm either frozen or gonna be fired!!!!! It felt weird seeing everyone complain except me. It felt odd people around got shot! except me. I felt kinda redundant around....maybe I've been too used to working hard. Being free seemed strange. But it's goodl!! ....for I can spend more time with family and self! It didn't help that the global economic crisis made bonus out and increment cut this year. Yet in such a gloom, I got a raise. What a pleasant surprise!!! TG. :)