6 months in
And I still don't get it. I was hired at CS on July 11, 2011 and today is December 12, 2011. 6 months in.... I have been a nurse 6 months and still walk away pretty much every day feeling like I failed in one way or any other. Oh I should have done this, oh I forgot to do that. This job is hard and its serious. I don't know what to do. Lately I have been really late.... yesterday I got out at... 9am I think. Im sure it must happen to everyone that they get out of work occasionally but its just different when someones life is your responsibility. Crap.... every day I feel like someone is going to call me and be like," yea.... don't worry about coming in". I hate this so much.