Ok Ok i'll update not as if anyone really gives a flying fuck what im doing.
hmmmm well you see right now i feel like hmm SHIT and well it sucks. I've been feeling like this for sometimes now i cant eat cuz it makes my tummy hurt i cant breather cuz it makes my tummy hurt AHHHHH i could just fucking cry the minitue i wake up im in pain and well the docters dont know what the hell is wrong with me. so what am i constantly doing sitting home wishing i wasn't even there possibly that 9 years ago i would not of beat all the odds and survived sure it would be ruff for some people but 9 years later everyone would of finally moved on and forgotten. I'm just sick of being in constant pain no one knows how im feeling everyone just says take a tums eat more your not eatin enough or the best one maybe your pregnat. HA u dumb fucks im NOT pregnat tums dont do shit and well eating makes it WORSE so ive lost 20lbs since april who cares.
Well now im crying so ya im just gonna go now.
Well now im crying so ya im just gonna go now.