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I've been so stressed out lately. I find a new pimple on my face everyday, it's disgusting. I've had so much to do, I've been feeling like I'm the only one that cares when it comes to some things.
My last choir concert went perfect. I basically wow'd everybody! The end sucked though. Everyone was crying and hugging, and as people started to clear out. I wouldn't move. I didn't want to leave the stage. I didn't want it to be over. So needless to say, I was the last senior of the Class of 2006 to be standing on that magical stage.
I should be a psychiatrist. I've come to the conclusion that the reason that I can't sleep, is because self-consciously, I don't want to. I don't want to fall asleep because I don't want to wake up, and I don't want to go to my last day of school, because I don't want it to be over yet. I'm going to miss it. This blows.
I miss you oh so much! I wrote you a letter, I just have to send it. I want to come out there now, but I just can't. But the time will come soon. I promise.
My last choir concert went perfect. I basically wow'd everybody! The end sucked though. Everyone was crying and hugging, and as people started to clear out. I wouldn't move. I didn't want to leave the stage. I didn't want it to be over. So needless to say, I was the last senior of the Class of 2006 to be standing on that magical stage.
I should be a psychiatrist. I've come to the conclusion that the reason that I can't sleep, is because self-consciously, I don't want to. I don't want to fall asleep because I don't want to wake up, and I don't want to go to my last day of school, because I don't want it to be over yet. I'm going to miss it. This blows.
I miss you oh so much! I wrote you a letter, I just have to send it. I want to come out there now, but I just can't. But the time will come soon. I promise.