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day one
I got drunk while reading bukowski and wandered to AJ's sports bar. fucking christ that was a joke. I played the watcher and saw a carnage that takes a life of fourty years to understand. so many tired faces playing a game of life that takes too long to end. i could see all the failed marriages and the divorce papers floating.
I walked in and smiled at everything. Im glad my life isnt that. the music was going upstairs so i checked it out. the second floor was pulsating to music that i had never heard but knew the sounds growing up. they were all dancing and i was afraid. the entire second floor was moving to the beat and i didnt want my last bits of life to be spent screaming and dying with those fucks and was wondering why noone else was afraid that the entire second floor was literally moving up and down to the beat, it felt like i was at a moon bounce but everyone in it was too stupid to realise that it was on a fifteen foot fall perch to the ground and that if those shitty supports failed we would all be dead. I played the loner card but as i was walking out some dickhead grabbed my half beer and threw it out without even saying anything to me and i argued with a cop about it. he was ok but was too used to assholes and as soon as we spoke he was about to pull out his baton until we talked for a bit and he got distracted by the girls ten years younger than him and i could see that his only joy on that job was talking to these young drunk girls that wandered out of a bar at two am
I got drunk while reading bukowski and wandered to AJ's sports bar. fucking christ that was a joke. I played the watcher and saw a carnage that takes a life of fourty years to understand. so many tired faces playing a game of life that takes too long to end. i could see all the failed marriages and the divorce papers floating.
I walked in and smiled at everything. Im glad my life isnt that. the music was going upstairs so i checked it out. the second floor was pulsating to music that i had never heard but knew the sounds growing up. they were all dancing and i was afraid. the entire second floor was moving to the beat and i didnt want my last bits of life to be spent screaming and dying with those fucks and was wondering why noone else was afraid that the entire second floor was literally moving up and down to the beat, it felt like i was at a moon bounce but everyone in it was too stupid to realise that it was on a fifteen foot fall perch to the ground and that if those shitty supports failed we would all be dead. I played the loner card but as i was walking out some dickhead grabbed my half beer and threw it out without even saying anything to me and i argued with a cop about it. he was ok but was too used to assholes and as soon as we spoke he was about to pull out his baton until we talked for a bit and he got distracted by the girls ten years younger than him and i could see that his only joy on that job was talking to these young drunk girls that wandered out of a bar at two am