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Beyond stressed/emotionally drained.
Bree broke up with me....to make it as short as possible:
-We've been madly in love and blah blah blah all that mushy stuff...it's been great for the short month and 2 weeks we've been dating
-Saturday....Supposed to go to the movies
-I txt her saying ' WTF!? Are we going or not? If not do you still wanna come over?'....cuz it was like 4 and we were supposed to go at 2:30
-At 6 she txts me 'oh sorry I just woke up...but yea I still wanna come over'....OHHH too fuckin late bitch.
-Blah blah blah, I got pissed, she sent me a txt accidently meant for someone else ..something about a Jess girl
-Of course I get dumb suspicious
-Then I decide to get on Myspace Sunday afternoon...and she had messaged me Saturday night saying this " Sooo basically idk if our relationship is gonna work out right now. i have feelings for other girls and i need to figure that stuff out before i can actually like be in a relationship. im sorrry...and if you must know i do chew and you did say you were gonna break up with me if i did sooooo yea if figured id do it instead."
-Grrrrrrrrr....I sent her a message saying cool whatever, do what you want, I just hope you're happy in whatever happens....So at first I didn't care, then I got sad and cried like a baby for an hour, then I got this fucking RAGE inside of me. So I texted her and said 'You know what, no...I take back what I said in my message. You're a piece of shit liar and I hope you get alcohol poisoning and die a slow fucking agonizing death k? =] " hahaha it made me feel 10x better
-2 days later she IMs me saying "You're a fucking bitch for saying that" I just laughed to myself and was like "yea, I know...I regret it, but then again you broke my heart and I don't play nice when people fuck around with me"
-Blahb lah blahbfwsjfhskjdhak in the end we had a semi-civilized convo...she got pissed cuz i called her a liar and said she never loved me but shes like "No! I do!!!", but she was a liar for saying everything she said to me like when we were together we talked about EVERYTHING; moving in together, Deciding where to live when we graduate, her saying she loved me like she's never loved anyone blah blah
So....IDK...in the end she said she's not leaving me and she still loves me with all her heart, she's just confused, she needs to think things over by herself, and if she dates this girl shes just gonna date her to get her feelings outta of the way for her =======OH FUCK THAT!!!!!..I understand everything else, but if she dates this girl and expects me to wait around oh no...fuck that....I'm not a little play doll you put down and come back to whenever you feel like it====
-I'm still reeling, but I talked to Ayla and I've been checking out this kid Andrew Dagetta (he got really fuckin hott since the last time I saw him before Summer) I've known him for awhile so she's puttin in a good word for me and we're all gonna chill soon...He's a huge pot-head, but then again everyone I'm attracted to seems to be. That's fine, don't bug me as long as the weed doesn't come between our relationship.
ANYWAYYYYY I really didn't make that long either, that truly is the short version of the story. Dennee kissed me today...fuck!!! I don't want to have to think about anything until Bree and I talk. It's only been 4 days, but it feels like 4 months since we've talked...I'm not used to not calling her every night at 9 and txting her in the morning to wake her up and say I love you. IDK......I'm honestly giving her 2 weeks then after that she can suck my dick...you're either in love or you're not...there's no deciding if you'd rather be with someone you haven't known for long.sdojkfhasjkdhfashdg;asldhglkasdhgkjadg
-I need a cig..and a job
Whatever
Beyond stressed/emotionally drained.
Bree broke up with me....to make it as short as possible:
-We've been madly in love and blah blah blah all that mushy stuff...it's been great for the short month and 2 weeks we've been dating
-Saturday....Supposed to go to the movies
-I txt her saying ' WTF!? Are we going or not? If not do you still wanna come over?'....cuz it was like 4 and we were supposed to go at 2:30
-At 6 she txts me 'oh sorry I just woke up...but yea I still wanna come over'....OHHH too fuckin late bitch.
-Blah blah blah, I got pissed, she sent me a txt accidently meant for someone else ..something about a Jess girl
-Of course I get dumb suspicious
-Then I decide to get on Myspace Sunday afternoon...and she had messaged me Saturday night saying this " Sooo basically idk if our relationship is gonna work out right now. i have feelings for other girls and i need to figure that stuff out before i can actually like be in a relationship. im sorrry...and if you must know i do chew and you did say you were gonna break up with me if i did sooooo yea if figured id do it instead."
-Grrrrrrrrr....I sent her a message saying cool whatever, do what you want, I just hope you're happy in whatever happens....So at first I didn't care, then I got sad and cried like a baby for an hour, then I got this fucking RAGE inside of me. So I texted her and said 'You know what, no...I take back what I said in my message. You're a piece of shit liar and I hope you get alcohol poisoning and die a slow fucking agonizing death k? =] " hahaha it made me feel 10x better
-2 days later she IMs me saying "You're a fucking bitch for saying that" I just laughed to myself and was like "yea, I know...I regret it, but then again you broke my heart and I don't play nice when people fuck around with me"
-Blahb lah blahbfwsjfhskjdhak in the end we had a semi-civilized convo...she got pissed cuz i called her a liar and said she never loved me but shes like "No! I do!!!", but she was a liar for saying everything she said to me like when we were together we talked about EVERYTHING; moving in together, Deciding where to live when we graduate, her saying she loved me like she's never loved anyone blah blah
So....IDK...in the end she said she's not leaving me and she still loves me with all her heart, she's just confused, she needs to think things over by herself, and if she dates this girl shes just gonna date her to get her feelings outta of the way for her =======OH FUCK THAT!!!!!..I understand everything else, but if she dates this girl and expects me to wait around oh no...fuck that....I'm not a little play doll you put down and come back to whenever you feel like it====
-I'm still reeling, but I talked to Ayla and I've been checking out this kid Andrew Dagetta (he got really fuckin hott since the last time I saw him before Summer) I've known him for awhile so she's puttin in a good word for me and we're all gonna chill soon...He's a huge pot-head, but then again everyone I'm attracted to seems to be. That's fine, don't bug me as long as the weed doesn't come between our relationship.
ANYWAYYYYY I really didn't make that long either, that truly is the short version of the story. Dennee kissed me today...fuck!!! I don't want to have to think about anything until Bree and I talk. It's only been 4 days, but it feels like 4 months since we've talked...I'm not used to not calling her every night at 9 and txting her in the morning to wake her up and say I love you. IDK......I'm honestly giving her 2 weeks then after that she can suck my dick...you're either in love or you're not...there's no deciding if you'd rather be with someone you haven't known for long.sdojkfhasjkdhfashdg;asldhglkasdhgkjadg
-I need a cig..and a job