Aug 25, 2006 01:19
This is important please read this.
If we are friends, were friends, or want to be friends from here on out, please pay close attention.
I've been a shitty person over the years. I've lied, I've betrayed and I've hurt a lot of people. I'm not proud of this, and I really dont like the person I have been. I'm not looking for redemption here, I'm jsut looking to start a new. I wanted you all to know, that I have been hurt, very badly this summer. And I deserved it. Well, that's not entirely accurate. I don't believe that anyone, no matter how horrible a person...deserves to feel pain like this. But I do know that I have had my fair share of Karma and this was more or less inevitable.
If I have ever lied to you, and if we've ever spoken, I probably have...I am truly sorry from the deepest part of my soul. I never meant to hurt you by it. I just dont think before I speak most of the time and sometimes things come out that I never wanted to say. But then I have to lie to cover that lie. But not anymore.
New me, no more lies. I don't want to hurt people anymore. I don't want to lose friends. I dont want to be hated. And this mnight be a dumb kind of public announcement but I wanted to make sure everyone saw it.
If anyone wants to talk more about this, or ask for a formal apology, you can email me...
todanceistolove@gmail.com
I'm not going to be that person anymore. I refuse.