OMG SO HIGH ON MUSIC ATM 8D
SIXTEEN-MEASURE SOLO.
ME. CELLO. PLAYING THE BLUES.
IN FRONT OF A FEW (MAYBE 3-4?) HUNDRED PEOPLE.
I can't even explain the adreneline right now! And ADORABLE!DRUMMER ACTUALLY LOOKED AT ME AND SMILED DURING HIS SOLO!!!
DSFHALSFDUAHFAUF 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
FUCKING BEST DAY, CAN'T EVENNNNNNNNN 8DDDD
And I gotta say, I owe it mostly to John Entwistle, who got me through the day by me studying his every move in the My Generation solos, and omg I just can't even. I love music. I love musicians. I'll never stop loving it, playing it, getting high off of it because if I do, life won't even be worth it. And that's the honest truth.
It makes me feel like I'm not useless, like I can actually DO something for the world, be part of something that matters. We all bounce off each other, get mutual ecstasy, get turned on to other artists that we might've never heard on our own. And no one can take this away from me.
I don't care what people say about being a music nerd anymore, I take pride in it and think it's one of the finest compliments. And I've FINALLY proved to those brass assholes that YES, I'M A GIRL AND YESSS MY INSTRUMENT HAS STRINGS, BUT I DO BELONG HERE. They say you'll have your "niche" in high school by the time you graduate. Well I'd say I just found mine.
LOVE YOU ALLLLL! <3333 *crazy high still* XD