liquid blue

[cutmyribbon]

i'm sitting in the middle of a blank room. but every time I close my eyes and re open them something new is there. a picture, a person, a memory, maybe just a fly. i love change and meeting new people. staying out until the sun comes up, going to work and doing it all over again. learning everything about someone I know nothing about. staying at a strange house until it's strange no more. i told myself: don't let anyone get to you again. that way no one can hurt you or make you sad. did I? I think I messed up. I think. but i really didn't "mess up" i'm happy. this is what I wanted. Now, now that everything is good, something or that someone is going to tear it down. hurt me.
why do you like me?
i want to ask. i'm afraid to ask. afraid of the answer? i don't know.

put a spell on me.

*ciao*KeRi*