katie just told me...
if you dont update lj then you get kicked off...so im updating for that reason
so lately i havent been able to sleep. i wake up about four to five times a night maybe even more, sometimes to catch my roommate yelling "fuck" really loud in her sleep, sometimes to the sound of my own uncontrollable coughing and inability to breathe and sometimes from a really messed up dream. i also sleep walk. and i do scary things like lock myself out of a building or sit on an oven. basically i think thats because my head is really messed up and thats because of a lot of things...
now ive been thinking about what to do with my life. and i dont know. design buildings? write about how messed up the world is? lie for a profession? i think i'd be good at that last one.
ew tonight katie stuck her crotch in my face and said "stop looking at my crotch" it was really disturbing. and now she just started to unbotton her pants in front of me and now SHE JUST SHOWED ME HER PANTIES...theyre angel wings on her butt cheecks...that was way weird.
THANKS FOR THE FREAK SHOW KATIE.