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god i'm lovin it. i'm not allowed to hang out with my best friend. my other good friend just left and i don't know for how long. i get my hopes lifted way up and then fuckin squished on....squished like hell. so i have no one. only danielle. no one else. yea danielle member the pastor talking about rejection. yea. THINGS COULDNT GET ANYMORE WONDERFUL!!!!....only not.
and I am SO fucking tired of people saying shit because of my age. All my friends (or ex-friends since im not allowed to hang out with them anymore) are older than me and i get ragged on alllll the time. The person I like says he now has a problem with my age...though its stayed the same pretty much. why cant i just be old lol. My birthday was awesome though! A little too awesome...seeing as how all it did was bring my hopes up...or a certain someone did! ass. i went to swayzes yesterday. Say Whole Nine and One Way Letter. It was rockin. lol. Well, I'm waitin for Jessie to call me...or her mom call mine. SO MAYBE i can hang out with her. This is all just going so downhill.
and I am SO fucking tired of people saying shit because of my age. All my friends (or ex-friends since im not allowed to hang out with them anymore) are older than me and i get ragged on alllll the time. The person I like says he now has a problem with my age...though its stayed the same pretty much. why cant i just be old lol. My birthday was awesome though! A little too awesome...seeing as how all it did was bring my hopes up...or a certain someone did! ass. i went to swayzes yesterday. Say Whole Nine and One Way Letter. It was rockin. lol. Well, I'm waitin for Jessie to call me...or her mom call mine. SO MAYBE i can hang out with her. This is all just going so downhill.