nobody knew how much she blamed herself for years and years..
Well last night was fun.
I did Melissas hair for semi and then went home for some din din. Then Todd, Ashley, and Amanda picked me up and we went to Todds. We then chilled for a little bit and then we went to the liquor store and got coolers "yum" and then went and got Tyler from work and went to Todds and chilled and drank it was rather fun. And I made sure I didnt get drunk. So yay for me. lol. And then Ashley drove me n Tyler home. Ashleys a lesbian. And I think she's hot. Todd said that she "like likes" me. I think that if I didnt have Tyler then I'd definatley go for her. But I have Tyler and I love him waaay to much and care about him even more. Anyways tonight Imma have another slumber party. So far Tyler, Justin, Elisia, Todd and maybe Ashley are spending the night. Amanda is coming but only until like 12. I dunno who else is coming, probably more people but they always show up last minute. But before that Imma going to the mall with CJ and helping him Christmas shop. So that will take away most of my day *thumbs up*. And then Sunday Imma be working on my homework for most of the day. And that is my weekend. But yah. I dunno I feel kinda blah and the want to cut grows more each second. I just wanna be happy and not have to worry about it..
<3 kiss *
I did Melissas hair for semi and then went home for some din din. Then Todd, Ashley, and Amanda picked me up and we went to Todds. We then chilled for a little bit and then we went to the liquor store and got coolers "yum" and then went and got Tyler from work and went to Todds and chilled and drank it was rather fun. And I made sure I didnt get drunk. So yay for me. lol. And then Ashley drove me n Tyler home. Ashleys a lesbian. And I think she's hot. Todd said that she "like likes" me. I think that if I didnt have Tyler then I'd definatley go for her. But I have Tyler and I love him waaay to much and care about him even more. Anyways tonight Imma have another slumber party. So far Tyler, Justin, Elisia, Todd and maybe Ashley are spending the night. Amanda is coming but only until like 12. I dunno who else is coming, probably more people but they always show up last minute. But before that Imma going to the mall with CJ and helping him Christmas shop. So that will take away most of my day *thumbs up*. And then Sunday Imma be working on my homework for most of the day. And that is my weekend. But yah. I dunno I feel kinda blah and the want to cut grows more each second. I just wanna be happy and not have to worry about it..
<3 kiss *