"OMG I CHARGED A LOT OF MONEY ON MY MOMS CREDIT CARD!"
I'm bringing back the livejournal. Hopefully other people will start writing again too haha. Soo Yeah I have a sinus headache today and it hurts terribly. I've pretty much been on the phone the entire day trying to get my shit with FAFSA squared away so I can hurry up and get financial aid for summer classes.
So I'm talking to Miss Bobby on the phone today and I get a beep.. I answer it thinking the IRS was calling me back about the faxes I need... Nope. Just someone calling me for help on their webpage. Too bad... For the last two years I get called everything but a nice white girl... and then people think they can just be nice to me whenever they want and I will help them. Sorry, I've turned the other cheek one too many times. I'm tired of being stepped on, being blamed for everyones shit, and all the other bs. I'm not at all saying I'm not thankful that the last six months and how nice they've been getting a long with everyone and patching up relationships... But as the old saying goes "people don't change." and I've noticed that... I've bit my tongue.. Let it all roll off my back... For TOO long. If you want to claim "I'm the best friend you've ever had" Then don't sit there and lie and make me look like shit. Don't get jealous of me over stupid things... And don't YOU DARE say something to me and then tell someone something else. I'm not doing shit for anyone anymore. Sorry I hung up on you but fuck you. How do people get through college when they are computer illiterate these days? Doesn't sit right with me...
I'm a good person. Even people I don't like and that have fucked me over 1 million times, I'd most likely do things for them... But you, someone who knows that.. Don't take advantage of that... Because it's just not gonna happen. No sir, not anymore.
As for living with you guys. Thanks for the offer but FORGET IT. Matt, Trent, and I are perfectly fine where we are. Trent doesn't get treated as if he has a disability in my house. He gets treated like a normal eight year old boy who does normal eight year old boy things. Because oh wait a second... HE DOESN'T HAVE A DISABILITY. I'm pretty sure when he started living with me he couldn't do anything on his own.. Tie his shoe, shampoo his hair, put on his own clothes, sleep in his own bed, read any words, write his letters, ANYTHING A NORMAL SIX YEAR OLD COULD DO... Oh and Look who taught him all of that... I DID. Now he is an eight year old child who can make his own breakfast, take his own shower, tie his own shoes, do his own homework, brush his own teeth, read chapter books, and more!!!... Anything a NORMAL CHILD that DOES NOT HAVE A DISABILITY CAN DO. I'm sure if we moved there Trent would develop backwards and everything he could DEPENDENTLY do would be taken away. And Matt can actually be a father without people telling him how to be one.. Matt is allowed to make his own choices on how to live and how to raise Trent. So Why don't you people get over it? STOP TELLING PEOPLE YOUR HIS MOM~!!! YOU FUCKING NUT BAG.
what a fucking nightmare!!!
On another note Matt and I are obsessed with WWE'S RAW. HAHAHAHA. It's so trashy but so fucking addicting!! ILY RANDY ORTON!!
So I'm talking to Miss Bobby on the phone today and I get a beep.. I answer it thinking the IRS was calling me back about the faxes I need... Nope. Just someone calling me for help on their webpage. Too bad... For the last two years I get called everything but a nice white girl... and then people think they can just be nice to me whenever they want and I will help them. Sorry, I've turned the other cheek one too many times. I'm tired of being stepped on, being blamed for everyones shit, and all the other bs. I'm not at all saying I'm not thankful that the last six months and how nice they've been getting a long with everyone and patching up relationships... But as the old saying goes "people don't change." and I've noticed that... I've bit my tongue.. Let it all roll off my back... For TOO long. If you want to claim "I'm the best friend you've ever had" Then don't sit there and lie and make me look like shit. Don't get jealous of me over stupid things... And don't YOU DARE say something to me and then tell someone something else. I'm not doing shit for anyone anymore. Sorry I hung up on you but fuck you. How do people get through college when they are computer illiterate these days? Doesn't sit right with me...
I'm a good person. Even people I don't like and that have fucked me over 1 million times, I'd most likely do things for them... But you, someone who knows that.. Don't take advantage of that... Because it's just not gonna happen. No sir, not anymore.
As for living with you guys. Thanks for the offer but FORGET IT. Matt, Trent, and I are perfectly fine where we are. Trent doesn't get treated as if he has a disability in my house. He gets treated like a normal eight year old boy who does normal eight year old boy things. Because oh wait a second... HE DOESN'T HAVE A DISABILITY. I'm pretty sure when he started living with me he couldn't do anything on his own.. Tie his shoe, shampoo his hair, put on his own clothes, sleep in his own bed, read any words, write his letters, ANYTHING A NORMAL SIX YEAR OLD COULD DO... Oh and Look who taught him all of that... I DID. Now he is an eight year old child who can make his own breakfast, take his own shower, tie his own shoes, do his own homework, brush his own teeth, read chapter books, and more!!!... Anything a NORMAL CHILD that DOES NOT HAVE A DISABILITY CAN DO. I'm sure if we moved there Trent would develop backwards and everything he could DEPENDENTLY do would be taken away. And Matt can actually be a father without people telling him how to be one.. Matt is allowed to make his own choices on how to live and how to raise Trent. So Why don't you people get over it? STOP TELLING PEOPLE YOUR HIS MOM~!!! YOU FUCKING NUT BAG.
what a fucking nightmare!!!
On another note Matt and I are obsessed with WWE'S RAW. HAHAHAHA. It's so trashy but so fucking addicting!! ILY RANDY ORTON!!