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apparently im a shitty friend to everyone. so why do people still talk to me if i am so shitty. maybe i am shitty because im a bitter person. frankly i dont give a fuck. i am bitter. maybe its becaue most of the time i feel like im being fucked for nothing. why else would all the bad shit happen to me. why is my mom dead, why is my grandpa dead, why is it that i cant go to the college i want to go to, why am i always being critisized by people that dont mean shit to me. maybe if people cared about me for real i wouldnt be this way.
i have actually been accused of thinking i am better then everyone else. tell me how the fuck that works. i have nothing. how can i be better then other people if i have nothing. i have no money, no nice things, no friends for the most part, no mother and pretty much no family besides my grandma and my sister. i dont get to see my sister ever because i have to work so much. the only time i have got to see her in two weeks is because she came to my work to eat dinner.
ive also been accused of being mean to everyone i know including pete. ok can someone tellme how that is anyone elses buisness besides mine and petes. when people around here grow up and end up living with their boyfriend, you tell me if you get a long every five fucking seconds, then take a few pictures because its BULLSHIT.
when you told me that everyone talks about me just likeyou do i say fucking prove it. if someone has a problem with me because i tell them the truth then they are fucking stupid and need to grow up. ifyou can handle me telling you the truth then you better stay living with your mommy your whole life so she can protect you from people that are mean to you, poor baby.
fuck it
and
fuck you
i meant every god damn thing i have ever said to anyone unless i told you that i didnt mean it.
i have actually been accused of thinking i am better then everyone else. tell me how the fuck that works. i have nothing. how can i be better then other people if i have nothing. i have no money, no nice things, no friends for the most part, no mother and pretty much no family besides my grandma and my sister. i dont get to see my sister ever because i have to work so much. the only time i have got to see her in two weeks is because she came to my work to eat dinner.
ive also been accused of being mean to everyone i know including pete. ok can someone tellme how that is anyone elses buisness besides mine and petes. when people around here grow up and end up living with their boyfriend, you tell me if you get a long every five fucking seconds, then take a few pictures because its BULLSHIT.
when you told me that everyone talks about me just likeyou do i say fucking prove it. if someone has a problem with me because i tell them the truth then they are fucking stupid and need to grow up. ifyou can handle me telling you the truth then you better stay living with your mommy your whole life so she can protect you from people that are mean to you, poor baby.
fuck it
and
fuck you
i meant every god damn thing i have ever said to anyone unless i told you that i didnt mean it.