Aug 13, 2004 11:27
okay i was just at the gym for like 2 hours and now the bottoms of my feet are killing me and i have to walk to work now and work for 8 hours. and i dont want to go. i know im being a baby of course cuz its only a 5 minute walk but i dunno im not in the mood for work. stefanie is gonna be there when i get there and i dont like her right now. she makes me do too much shit. and she knows i work so hard and now she is picking on me. marvin hates her cuz she treats me like shit and always makes me come in on my days off...ahhhemmmm last night i had to work 7-12 and it sucked. i got no tips. why do people hate me? grr one of the managers sally hates me so incredibly much too, i dont even want to talk about how much of a b-i-t-c-h she is to poor little me. i dont get it. are they jealous of me or something? do they think their better than me? well i know for a fact none of them are better than me so than they just must be jealous of my georgeous face and perfect life...yah that must be it. umm okay noo but whatever i dont give a fuck what people think of me. i have my marvin and my friends and family. so there.
anyways got a little off subject there, im working 12-8 but at 4 sam is coming in so i wont be alone the whole time and when she is there with me the time always goes by wicked fast. i just dont want to split the tips though oh well ill live. tmrw is actually her bday and i feel bad cuz she is working and now stefanie wants her to close tmrw night cuz ashley quit. im opening tmrw morning but i swear if i wasnt i would close for the poor girl. and i dont think she is even doing anything on her birthday cuz honestly i dont think she has many friends, well i dunno maybe she does but she says they are all already away at school (school starts mad early here, elementary schools went back almost 2 weeks ago) but i mean dont get me wrong, she is a georgeous girl, she is so pretty and smart a little chubby but no one is perfect of course. but n e ways i wanna do something for her, but ive only known her for a little bit and i dont want to seem like a freak to her or anything. we'll see though.
i dunno what marvin and i are doing this weekend, i wanna try not to drink since ive been doing so well with my excersice but sometimes its just too damn hard to resist. i know saturday we're supposed to go to this new lighthouse restaurant on the beach, it will be romantic i think lol. i hope its a good weekend thats all.
its gonna rain, we are supposed to get a bad hurricane tonight. they are evacuating in key west and thats only like an hour away from here so im kinda scared. well i gotta be at work in like 10 minutes so i gotta run. lata babes.