Mar 09, 2005 11:19
OK so alot has been on my mind the last few weeks and I think with the weather finally changing and becoming sooo beautiful I have been able to kinda clear my thoughts.....I fell in love 2 1/2 years ago and have been off and on with this guy since then.....lately I have been thinking that I need to step back and let us seperate....I cant take the hurt anymore or the frustration of loving someone and not being with them...we have never been together but have been SEEING each other off and on for all this time....I know that I can be strong and pull away I just neeed to finally DO IT and no regrets and no looking back....I know it will be hard because he has been a part of my life for almost 3 years and a good friend to me when I needed it....but in order to free my heart of all that I feel I gotta break free from him all together and let us go our seperate ways for awhile and maybe be friends down the road.....Be ready for some mixed emotions from me for the next few days and LOTS of advice is greatly appreciated I cheerish advice and I take it and use it to the best I can...........HAPPY HUMP DAY <3's