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Life comes into perspective a lot these days...but I love every second of it. So many things that I used to get so stressed about don't matter as much anymore...there's so much good stuff in my life those old stresses seem like pebbles trying to alter the course of a flood.
Very strange thought...depressing almost but I can't stop thinking it...is it natural to be this happy? can life really turn out THIS great...I mean, I knew life was good but not this good....hard to explain
sigh...it's annoying when I can't explain this feeling.
It almost feels like am I allowed to be this happy?
Anyways life is fun and I can both see where I'm headed and not...
I have no clue what I'll be doing in 15 years but I know where I'll be in 10 years...I don't know what I want to do for a living but I know how I want to be living (not in money sense: I'm not shallow like that)
there's a lot more personal stuff underlying that last statement but I'll be able to tell if it'll come true after a while longer
weird thought : in 3 years I'll be starting college, be able to drive unrestricted, be living on my own, be able to vote, be legally an adult (able to make my own decisions)
FREEDOM!!
really rambling but it's what I've been thining of recently
Very strange thought...depressing almost but I can't stop thinking it...is it natural to be this happy? can life really turn out THIS great...I mean, I knew life was good but not this good....hard to explain
sigh...it's annoying when I can't explain this feeling.
It almost feels like am I allowed to be this happy?
Anyways life is fun and I can both see where I'm headed and not...
I have no clue what I'll be doing in 15 years but I know where I'll be in 10 years...I don't know what I want to do for a living but I know how I want to be living (not in money sense: I'm not shallow like that)
there's a lot more personal stuff underlying that last statement but I'll be able to tell if it'll come true after a while longer
weird thought : in 3 years I'll be starting college, be able to drive unrestricted, be living on my own, be able to vote, be legally an adult (able to make my own decisions)
FREEDOM!!
really rambling but it's what I've been thining of recently