i dont even know

[cutiepye1845]

Got my hair cut, it's short. I mean short short. If you don't notice it your blind and dumb, I'm just sayin. Watched Taxo at Mike's today, damn funny movie. I had fun, I love his house and I love these times bc they are just like summer days. But I feel like poo for real. I'm so weak and I have no motovation to get up an do anything. I'm waiting for dad to take me back to Margaret's, being here is quite boring. Danny called me for the first time in like a week, I love how my friends are inconsistent. I dunno, I'm not trying to be a bitch or anything but my feelings just get hurt and nobody really seems to care. W/e, I'm not throwing a pity party, I'm just bored, sick, and blah.



i want to see you here with me
and i want to tell you what you mean to me
but i'll save this, i'll save my breath this time
i think it's almost useless
we both know, we both saw the signs
still i am asking why

i think i'm falling
i think i'm falling inside
so is this story over or has it just begun
you can only wonder and we can only wonder
these days have been too much
i hate being stuck in the inbetween

means to an end
me taking your hand and moving us ahead
i wish that it could last cause i still feel our past
will we ever feel this way again
means to and end

close my eyes and i'll be dreaming away
if things were different i'd be able to say
i'm still here re-thinking my decisions
our distance, separation
but i'm still here