Why does it seem like everyone is dying?
yea...found out a kid i went to school with hung himself three days ago but they didnt find his body until yesterday. yea...my great uncle died last thursday too. It seems like people are dropping left and right. Why is that? Why is life so fucked up sometimes? you ever notice that?
ughh i'm home for vacation. Don't want to be at all though. I can't stand it here. I wish i was back in VT. I belong there more than i ever have here. At least at school i'm noticed for the things i'm good at, no one ever notices me here. i cant fucking stand my family anymore. i've only been home what three days and i already want to go back with a burning passion.
I hate it here in Freetown. i hate it sooo much. wanna know why? because of the way i feel when i'm here. I feel like nothing, and i hate that. i feel useful at VT, like i'm apart of something big, and i dont want anyone to take that away from me. so Fuck Freetown, i dont fucking need anyone here anymore >.< god i fucking hate this.....
Sorry i'm just rambling on, but i'm serious, i just want to go home. :(
ughh i'm home for vacation. Don't want to be at all though. I can't stand it here. I wish i was back in VT. I belong there more than i ever have here. At least at school i'm noticed for the things i'm good at, no one ever notices me here. i cant fucking stand my family anymore. i've only been home what three days and i already want to go back with a burning passion.
I hate it here in Freetown. i hate it sooo much. wanna know why? because of the way i feel when i'm here. I feel like nothing, and i hate that. i feel useful at VT, like i'm apart of something big, and i dont want anyone to take that away from me. so Fuck Freetown, i dont fucking need anyone here anymore >.< god i fucking hate this.....
Sorry i'm just rambling on, but i'm serious, i just want to go home. :(