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i`m excited as hell for high school. new boys. new friends. new clothes. [hoping for all.]
i`m off to cape may, wildwood, wildwood crest, or seaside tomorrow. somewhere in jersey, the parents don`t even know yet. it`ll be a 3-5 hour drive.. but we`re leaving before 5 am [ aiming @.. HA! which will probably not happen, lol. ] and then i`m coming home some time saturday.. i hope i don`t miss randi`s party, because mad people should be there, it`s supposed to be wicked rad, it was last year. i met matt there, many memories.. godddd. he signed my guestbook today, he`s a gorgeous boy.. minus his teeth. maybe he`s interested in me again? that`d be good, too bad he lives 45 minutes away. *sigh* but anyways.. sunday is the hoolie on the hudson [ irish fest! ] + then some party at the west strand grill.. teen dance night or something, it`s 13-18 y/o .. eh, but it`s hosted by the cheerleaders so it`s ALL the clean people.. no scumbags know about it, i hope not anyways.. and then monday i want ALL of my friends to do the whole big shebang, dinner + the movies.. or maybe just dinner.. i just wanna get everyone together before some of us seperate.. it really hasn`t hit me or jess.. after 9 fucking years of school together.. we won`t be together, this shit sucks so hard. & tuesday.. the BB's [ chloe, jess, lou, and liss ] + i might do a brunch or lunch and then shopping ?! ha, i don`t know about shopping .. but we`ll definitely go out to eat, or maybe woodstock or new paltz for old times.. or maybe just chill in the tent and cry and laugh and hang.. i miss it <3 summers fucking over.
in other words --
everything`s pretty good. i`m making friends, keeping the old, trying to be a good girl.. not working. ;) hah. just kidding, but i`m pretty BADASS, or i wish i could be. school in one week, this shits nuts.
i`m off to cape may, wildwood, wildwood crest, or seaside tomorrow. somewhere in jersey, the parents don`t even know yet. it`ll be a 3-5 hour drive.. but we`re leaving before 5 am [ aiming @.. HA! which will probably not happen, lol. ] and then i`m coming home some time saturday.. i hope i don`t miss randi`s party, because mad people should be there, it`s supposed to be wicked rad, it was last year. i met matt there, many memories.. godddd. he signed my guestbook today, he`s a gorgeous boy.. minus his teeth. maybe he`s interested in me again? that`d be good, too bad he lives 45 minutes away. *sigh* but anyways.. sunday is the hoolie on the hudson [ irish fest! ] + then some party at the west strand grill.. teen dance night or something, it`s 13-18 y/o .. eh, but it`s hosted by the cheerleaders so it`s ALL the clean people.. no scumbags know about it, i hope not anyways.. and then monday i want ALL of my friends to do the whole big shebang, dinner + the movies.. or maybe just dinner.. i just wanna get everyone together before some of us seperate.. it really hasn`t hit me or jess.. after 9 fucking years of school together.. we won`t be together, this shit sucks so hard. & tuesday.. the BB's [ chloe, jess, lou, and liss ] + i might do a brunch or lunch and then shopping ?! ha, i don`t know about shopping .. but we`ll definitely go out to eat, or maybe woodstock or new paltz for old times.. or maybe just chill in the tent and cry and laugh and hang.. i miss it <3 summers fucking over.
in other words --
everything`s pretty good. i`m making friends, keeping the old, trying to be a good girl.. not working. ;) hah. just kidding, but i`m pretty BADASS, or i wish i could be. school in one week, this shits nuts.