IT FEELS GREAT TO BE IN LOVE
So you know what the most comforting feeling in the world is? Knowing you have a growing beautiful amazing relationship with your best friend and future fucking husband.
I am so love my heart is in pain.
I have never been more sure of anything.
so uhh, baby happy anniversary.
and Washington , see you in 28 days.
and yea. No comments.
you understand.
Baby, i fucking love you..
come home quick. I have rug burn on my butt, and a bruise on my neck , annnnd my throat hurts.
eek.
hehe
oh if you are reading this you might as well take the time to go check out his fucking kick ass band and see if they're rocking a city near you.
www.mypace.com/corettascott
www.purevolume.com/corettascott
www.risercords.com
Joshua, you just left and this hole in my heart is fucking aching. i just smoked the rest of my bag with kacy and cried for 2 hours. my eyes are swollen and my head fucking pounding. i have one full bong sitting in front of me and if i could stop crying for long enough to even smoke it. I think im having an asthma attack and fuck i feel like im dying. I never knew emotional pain could hurt this bad. haha i sound like a fucking whiny kid, but joshua you do something to me that literally takes my breathe away you make me forget every single bad thing thats EVER happened in my life. you make me smile with just a look. These 3 days were what i needed to pratically live. I feel like every day is just a countdown to see you again. here I am again, counting down the seconds, minutes till i can grab you and kiss you till i have rug burn on my chin. I have this knot in my throat that hurts cause im holding back my tears. I love that you put on a smile when i say goodbye to you it reminds me it really is ok. I learned soooo many new things about you this weekend i cant wait to sit and daydream about. i got to see my little doogal get grouchy.. and i saw you mad, and we even kinda argued. I was bitchy, and jealous and you were mean. and i love every second of it.
now its almost 11 , youve been gone for only an hour or two, but it feels like i havent seen you in years. your juuuice is still on my shorts.and im looking at pictures wishing so hard your goddamn van would of broken down leaving you here with me , even if only for 1 more kiss.
now im listening to poison apple, smoking a bong lindsay gave me smoking a ciggy bom drinking a beer, and eating the sun chips, they gave me the whole bag.
I feel sick still and id do anything to stop crying for even a second, i feel crazy.
I am 100% crrraazy in love. haha I hope that doesnt scare you. cause it scares the shit out of me. This will work, my life has been failure and disappoiintment, and I always put on some fake fucking smile and smoke my way through life, drinking and going to shows, being cool. and im sick of it. you make me feel real. you give me feelings i had no idea existed. you kiss me and i lose track of time and everything. laying in the van with you was the best hours of my life so far. just cuddled on your chest, kissing listening to music, then watching you give one of the most amazing performances ive ever seen. you make me so fucking proud i cant believe i can call you mine. joshua albright you are my best friend and soul mate. i cannot wait to marry you. and follow you around the country watching you sing every night. Or going to your salon to get my haiiiiir cut. or fucking getting my shit supersized from mickey d's ..haha whatever the case. i realized this weekend, i am not a whole person without you.
You finish my sentences. make my days worthwhile. I cant even sleep with you around. I know this is long and mushy but i cant stop writing im here alone and my new coretta scott shirt is soaked in boogeys and tears.
i just got off the phone with my mom and she told me shes not paying my rent any more and no more medical insurance. I am offically fucked. I have no choice but to make a choice. and figure out what I am doing with my life. i know what i want, and i hope you want it as much as i do. my fucking dream boat, hahahaha you are the boy, man, piarte, doogal, scarlet nipple BEEEBEEE i am gonna marry.
haha okay i will end this tear fest with one more i fucking love you joshua richard albright, and i want nothing more then to be your most reliable trusted BESSST friend
Love always, always always always, Miss ohio doodle.
I am so love my heart is in pain.
I have never been more sure of anything.
so uhh, baby happy anniversary.
and Washington , see you in 28 days.
and yea. No comments.
you understand.
Baby, i fucking love you..
come home quick. I have rug burn on my butt, and a bruise on my neck , annnnd my throat hurts.
eek.
hehe
oh if you are reading this you might as well take the time to go check out his fucking kick ass band and see if they're rocking a city near you.
www.mypace.com/corettascott
www.purevolume.com/corettascott
www.risercords.com
Joshua, you just left and this hole in my heart is fucking aching. i just smoked the rest of my bag with kacy and cried for 2 hours. my eyes are swollen and my head fucking pounding. i have one full bong sitting in front of me and if i could stop crying for long enough to even smoke it. I think im having an asthma attack and fuck i feel like im dying. I never knew emotional pain could hurt this bad. haha i sound like a fucking whiny kid, but joshua you do something to me that literally takes my breathe away you make me forget every single bad thing thats EVER happened in my life. you make me smile with just a look. These 3 days were what i needed to pratically live. I feel like every day is just a countdown to see you again. here I am again, counting down the seconds, minutes till i can grab you and kiss you till i have rug burn on my chin. I have this knot in my throat that hurts cause im holding back my tears. I love that you put on a smile when i say goodbye to you it reminds me it really is ok. I learned soooo many new things about you this weekend i cant wait to sit and daydream about. i got to see my little doogal get grouchy.. and i saw you mad, and we even kinda argued. I was bitchy, and jealous and you were mean. and i love every second of it.
now its almost 11 , youve been gone for only an hour or two, but it feels like i havent seen you in years. your juuuice is still on my shorts.and im looking at pictures wishing so hard your goddamn van would of broken down leaving you here with me , even if only for 1 more kiss.
now im listening to poison apple, smoking a bong lindsay gave me smoking a ciggy bom drinking a beer, and eating the sun chips, they gave me the whole bag.
I feel sick still and id do anything to stop crying for even a second, i feel crazy.
I am 100% crrraazy in love. haha I hope that doesnt scare you. cause it scares the shit out of me. This will work, my life has been failure and disappoiintment, and I always put on some fake fucking smile and smoke my way through life, drinking and going to shows, being cool. and im sick of it. you make me feel real. you give me feelings i had no idea existed. you kiss me and i lose track of time and everything. laying in the van with you was the best hours of my life so far. just cuddled on your chest, kissing listening to music, then watching you give one of the most amazing performances ive ever seen. you make me so fucking proud i cant believe i can call you mine. joshua albright you are my best friend and soul mate. i cannot wait to marry you. and follow you around the country watching you sing every night. Or going to your salon to get my haiiiiir cut. or fucking getting my shit supersized from mickey d's ..haha whatever the case. i realized this weekend, i am not a whole person without you.
You finish my sentences. make my days worthwhile. I cant even sleep with you around. I know this is long and mushy but i cant stop writing im here alone and my new coretta scott shirt is soaked in boogeys and tears.
i just got off the phone with my mom and she told me shes not paying my rent any more and no more medical insurance. I am offically fucked. I have no choice but to make a choice. and figure out what I am doing with my life. i know what i want, and i hope you want it as much as i do. my fucking dream boat, hahahaha you are the boy, man, piarte, doogal, scarlet nipple BEEEBEEE i am gonna marry.
haha okay i will end this tear fest with one more i fucking love you joshua richard albright, and i want nothing more then to be your most reliable trusted BESSST friend
Love always, always always always, Miss ohio doodle.