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i'm a pessimist (although i'd like to say i'm a realist but lately i've been trying to get out of it) since i've noticed it doesn't really help anyone. especially with thesis coming along and me being me, i'll probably bring myself down somehow because of it.
hahaha for some reason i think i'm infecting people, just noticed today while 'bonding' (more like talking instead of playing computer with them) with my younger brother and sister. hehehe. i mean, i'm glad i'm not infecting them, them being kids and all, still innocent, idealistic and whatever. but yeah, when they ask me why i'm like this and that...well, i realized it has to stop, i don't want them to end up like me and i don't want me to still be the way i am now. haha. if that makes sense.
i'm not making sense. i think.
ANYWAYYYY, to start me being less pessimistic...though i don't think you'll ever read this
since you're one of the people always reminding me to be optimistic...
i'm sorry i keep saying 'i don't know if you'll like it' instead of 'i hope you'll like it'. so...there. it's not pessimistic, but it's 'negative' i guess? so yeahh i'll try to stop that bad habit. hehehe. and hope you like Glee once you get the chance to watch it :)
hahaha for some reason i think i'm infecting people, just noticed today while 'bonding' (more like talking instead of playing computer with them) with my younger brother and sister. hehehe. i mean, i'm glad i'm not infecting them, them being kids and all, still innocent, idealistic and whatever. but yeah, when they ask me why i'm like this and that...well, i realized it has to stop, i don't want them to end up like me and i don't want me to still be the way i am now. haha. if that makes sense.
i'm not making sense. i think.
ANYWAYYYY, to start me being less pessimistic...though i don't think you'll ever read this
since you're one of the people always reminding me to be optimistic...
i'm sorry i keep saying 'i don't know if you'll like it' instead of 'i hope you'll like it'. so...there. it's not pessimistic, but it's 'negative' i guess? so yeahh i'll try to stop that bad habit. hehehe. and hope you like Glee once you get the chance to watch it :)