(no subject)
You know what, the world, is F'n PHSYCOTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously, like *roar*
So if you thought my last entry was bad, I can garuntee you this tops it.
So....im not allowed to be friends with one of my best friends anymore, per order of his girlfriend. I cant hug him, I cant call him, I cant see him, and he cant come see me, not even to get food.
You know, I lost one of my best friends over a whole bunch of shish I didnt do! Im not even gonna waste my breath sending a message back to her. You know, I didnt say I had a crush on her boyfriend, or say that he was perfect for me, nor did I ask her if it was ok if I dated him if they broke up. And shes mad because I call him like 5 times while their together, but you know what, its not me!!! Whenever I hang out with Joel he always grabs my phone to call Dan, and he calls over and over to get him to answer, but because he's using my phone, it looks like im calling him but whatever you know what I dont need this crap.
Right now, im deeply DEEPLY hurt, but I think I cried everything out, now im just angry and I think I dunno, I dont know what to think. I feel like everyone is deserting me, but I dont freakin care anymore. I have me, I have God, thats all I need and if I can have a few friends then that works too. As of right now, not everyone hates me, but a good percentage does. And I didnt even do anything, figure that one out.
So if you thought my last entry was bad, I can garuntee you this tops it.
So....im not allowed to be friends with one of my best friends anymore, per order of his girlfriend. I cant hug him, I cant call him, I cant see him, and he cant come see me, not even to get food.
You know, I lost one of my best friends over a whole bunch of shish I didnt do! Im not even gonna waste my breath sending a message back to her. You know, I didnt say I had a crush on her boyfriend, or say that he was perfect for me, nor did I ask her if it was ok if I dated him if they broke up. And shes mad because I call him like 5 times while their together, but you know what, its not me!!! Whenever I hang out with Joel he always grabs my phone to call Dan, and he calls over and over to get him to answer, but because he's using my phone, it looks like im calling him but whatever you know what I dont need this crap.
Right now, im deeply DEEPLY hurt, but I think I cried everything out, now im just angry and I think I dunno, I dont know what to think. I feel like everyone is deserting me, but I dont freakin care anymore. I have me, I have God, thats all I need and if I can have a few friends then that works too. As of right now, not everyone hates me, but a good percentage does. And I didnt even do anything, figure that one out.