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yea i havent updated this in a while becasue for those of you who dont already know my grandfather passed away last monday (14th) yea so this last week iv been kinda down so sorry if i was bitchyy to you well thast why because i didnt feel liek talking to anyone. yea so we had him creamated and thursday and friday i didnt go to school becasue i went to the funeral for him. it was comforting to have all of my reletives there and to kno that they are feelin the same way. yea then on firday there was the mass and some navy men were there and they held up a flag while taps was played and then theyf olded it and that was really hard for me to watch becasue it hit me that hes never doming back no matter what. before i had liek the feeling that he would be over next sunday or i would see him again. but during the mass i was lookinga t some onf the pictures and the one of him holding me when i was a baby caught my eye and that made me cry even harder. yea well i have tons of homework to do so im gonna go do that.