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im crying.
and i hope everyone who reads this, really thinks about it.
im not writing this to feel bad for myself, or for people to feel bad for me, because i dont want that.
i have a disease in my eyes, that makes you go blind, and jsut recently ig ot really bad, in my left eye, to the point were i can barely see anything. and im terrified, my disease really only affects people 70 years old and older. its extremely rare for children, theres no cure. and its kinda like, take my arm, my leg, my hearing, dont take my vision, i cant imagine waking up, not being able to see my family. or being married, and not see my husband o rkids, or being a burden on someone my entire life. i think why me? but god must have done it for some reason. i appreciate life a little more, and so should all of you, esspecially if u have good health, you dont realize how truely lucky you are. bc you always think not me, i w*ont go blind, i wont get cancer, i wont be paralized. well its real and it happens to more people than you think. so live life like its ur last day. stop worrying and complaining about the little things. fall in love. get hurt. just appreciate everyone and everything around you. realize that no matter how bad it is, it can always be worse. just be you, love it and be satisfied with it.
and i hope everyone who reads this, really thinks about it.
im not writing this to feel bad for myself, or for people to feel bad for me, because i dont want that.
i have a disease in my eyes, that makes you go blind, and jsut recently ig ot really bad, in my left eye, to the point were i can barely see anything. and im terrified, my disease really only affects people 70 years old and older. its extremely rare for children, theres no cure. and its kinda like, take my arm, my leg, my hearing, dont take my vision, i cant imagine waking up, not being able to see my family. or being married, and not see my husband o rkids, or being a burden on someone my entire life. i think why me? but god must have done it for some reason. i appreciate life a little more, and so should all of you, esspecially if u have good health, you dont realize how truely lucky you are. bc you always think not me, i w*ont go blind, i wont get cancer, i wont be paralized. well its real and it happens to more people than you think. so live life like its ur last day. stop worrying and complaining about the little things. fall in love. get hurt. just appreciate everyone and everything around you. realize that no matter how bad it is, it can always be worse. just be you, love it and be satisfied with it.