May 19, 2004 19:12
wow i don't even know what to feel right now...just stupid little things that make me cry or make me mad doesn't compare to ANYTHINGGG like losing someone thats been with you your whole life...someone you could talk to or play with, agrue or fight..and now its gone....i could never imagine that...GODD i hate this i feel sooo bad....i just keep crying and crying..Tori ,even thou we don't really know eachother being around you durning track or in school makes me happy....i love you and i'm sorry...i know sayin this stuff won't help but maybe just a little...
soo in track today i'm like "i miss tori where is she" while starting to run the 800 relay and molly was like "yeaa" and mr. A just told us what happend and i looked at molly and tears started up in my eyes and kristen was coming closer to me soo i tried holding them in but when i got the baton and started runnin thats all i thought about and i just started crying...i don't know what to do or what to say to even make anything better....
i love you...and i'll be here for you when you need me.... :'(
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