The end is in sight...
"Some of you have become jaded and are only able to see the exit sign ahead of you. You're beginning to disregard what's going on around you and are only concerned with the end."
This describes me to a tee. All i can see ahead of me is graduation. Its a fantasy that is replayed over and over in my mind every single day. He's right. I've become so wrapped up in the idea of growing up and moving on with my life, i've begun to ignore what's happening right now.
So, for the next 53 days, I am going to enjoy the good and the bad. I'm going to value it all because soon enough, my life is going to completely change. I'm going to revel in my day to day high school soap opera until it is officially over. And i'll get to have a few laughs along the way.
I'm going to enjoy every minute of it. Because the word i am in love with at the moment will soon become my worst enemy. It is the word that i dream of everyday that will soon be the hardest thing i will have to say. Chances are i will be incapable of saying it. A word that has some sense of meaning right now that will soon hit me like a brick with the intense emotion and impact it will have on my life.
"Goodbye"
This describes me to a tee. All i can see ahead of me is graduation. Its a fantasy that is replayed over and over in my mind every single day. He's right. I've become so wrapped up in the idea of growing up and moving on with my life, i've begun to ignore what's happening right now.
So, for the next 53 days, I am going to enjoy the good and the bad. I'm going to value it all because soon enough, my life is going to completely change. I'm going to revel in my day to day high school soap opera until it is officially over. And i'll get to have a few laughs along the way.
I'm going to enjoy every minute of it. Because the word i am in love with at the moment will soon become my worst enemy. It is the word that i dream of everyday that will soon be the hardest thing i will have to say. Chances are i will be incapable of saying it. A word that has some sense of meaning right now that will soon hit me like a brick with the intense emotion and impact it will have on my life.
"Goodbye"