RIP
This weekend has been..crazy. Ive felt every emotion that has ever been described in the last 2 days. From confusion to depression to joy. Still, it all seems like a dream.
I feel so cut off from my closest friends. I see how much this is affecting them and, painfully, i cannont relate. Im sad for our loss, yet it has taken such a toll on them,...and not myself. I want to connect with them on some level...but it seems impossible. Only time can heal such pain as death. I feel powerless. The only thing i can do is wait. Wait for it to heal..
While most of my weekend has been filled with unhappy moments, there was a light in all the darkness. My sisters. No matter what, i can always rely on them to make me feel better. I was so happy to just hang out with them. The previous days were so hectic and, with them, i got to just...relax and feel somewhat normal again. We had a good time, even though they were only here for a little bit. I cant wait for Thanksgiving to arrive!!
The Senior Game was extremely emotional. I cant believe that was the last time i'll ever march across Thorne Stadium. Not only that, but the absence of JeToi had emotions running high. Overall, it was a good experience for me.
Well, my senior pictures are tomorrow, and i have to finish getting ready for them. Later..
~Kate
I feel so cut off from my closest friends. I see how much this is affecting them and, painfully, i cannont relate. Im sad for our loss, yet it has taken such a toll on them,...and not myself. I want to connect with them on some level...but it seems impossible. Only time can heal such pain as death. I feel powerless. The only thing i can do is wait. Wait for it to heal..
While most of my weekend has been filled with unhappy moments, there was a light in all the darkness. My sisters. No matter what, i can always rely on them to make me feel better. I was so happy to just hang out with them. The previous days were so hectic and, with them, i got to just...relax and feel somewhat normal again. We had a good time, even though they were only here for a little bit. I cant wait for Thanksgiving to arrive!!
The Senior Game was extremely emotional. I cant believe that was the last time i'll ever march across Thorne Stadium. Not only that, but the absence of JeToi had emotions running high. Overall, it was a good experience for me.
Well, my senior pictures are tomorrow, and i have to finish getting ready for them. Later..
~Kate