Long time....
Wow...it has been such a long time since I wrote on this page. I'm all grown up and out of college....I live in the big city of Denver in a fabulous downtown apt. with one of my best friends.......on the hunt for a full time job and about to start up a great show at a theater company in Fort Collins....and it is a fabulous part!
Yet.....how come I feel so depressed and sad all the time? I'm like this crazy stressed out person that cries a lot....I hate that. I guess sometimes I have issues with my self worth and if I'm actually good enough to strive for the things I want out of life....it makes me sad to feel that way....but it is what it is. My confidence level lacks from time to time and right now it's at a dangerously low point. Boo....I hate being so critical of myself.....but I guess most theater people are....
And boys?? Well....I absolutely love my bf, but it's hard when you don't live in the same city....and when you're out of college and their not....and when they get treatment from people that you never did....it's just hard....anyway....I'm done.....
Yet.....how come I feel so depressed and sad all the time? I'm like this crazy stressed out person that cries a lot....I hate that. I guess sometimes I have issues with my self worth and if I'm actually good enough to strive for the things I want out of life....it makes me sad to feel that way....but it is what it is. My confidence level lacks from time to time and right now it's at a dangerously low point. Boo....I hate being so critical of myself.....but I guess most theater people are....
And boys?? Well....I absolutely love my bf, but it's hard when you don't live in the same city....and when you're out of college and their not....and when they get treatment from people that you never did....it's just hard....anyway....I'm done.....