Jul 24, 2004 10:10
My dad, mom, Jenni and I went to the George Strait concert last night! It was so awesome....I had a good time. If it wouldn't have been at a fair type venue, then we could've gone backstage....dammit all. lol...it's ok, because Jenni and I are going to take a road trip to his next show! :-)
Today is Maria Brandt's wedding. Since she is mormon, we can only go to her reception type deal. I can't wait to see her...Jenni and I haven't seen her in a year. She was an incredible friend of ours and I totally look forward to it! I'm sure she'll be pretty busy, but that's to be expected.
Last night while driving back from the concert, I had a lot of time to think. Which is not always a good thing for me. I tend to think too much about certain topics that dwell heavily on my mind, as I've been told. I wish I wouldn't think into things so much and just concentrate on things that matter now and deal with other stuff once school starts. It's pathetic how I can have such highs with some people and then immediately I begin pondering things and I come to a total low. I need to stop this and just wait to see what happens. It doesn't help when people are telling conflicting stories about what they've heard, some good and some bad, but each source is very reliable. Yet then sometimes it just feels like I'm being avoided or certain individuals "can't stand me". I'm just gonna have to keep working on not getting too carried away with my thoughts and realize all will work out for the best...no matter what happens. As much as I don't want things to stop, I also can't make it continue if it's not mutual. Only time will tell.....