Feb 06, 2004 23:56
As I sit here I wonder why the hell I do wrong. I feel more and more shitty by the second....I just want to go in a dark corner and cry! I feel so alone right now and I have no one to run too. It's like I am lost and trying to find my way back. I thought I had everything going for me a nice family, great friends and an awesome boyfriend. At this second tears are falling down my face like a waterfall, and slowly dropping on my keyboard. I mean I think sometimes why was I even born?... If I just make certain people feel so bad. Why am I here? I think everyone has a purpose for living and right now I feel like I don't think I have one. Maybe i just shouldn't be here!