okay here goes
So look this weekend was great.
Our cast of Ballyhoo went to chris's cabin this weekend and bonded , It was tons of fun.
This morning was rough I know, and Its basically my fault. I told a story to some of the girl castmates as a girl talk story and it got out of hand. For the last time Im sorry.
Paul, I never meant to embarass you in any way. I know you hate me and probably will for a very long time and thats fine. This whole thing is ridiculous. Im sick of fighting any more. Fact is Fact and in a few months you will never see me again, okay. I know Im a bitch and all and ya know if I cant say anything civil to you I just wont talk . Because , to be honest its really stupid and Im over it. I apologize for the last time, if I had realized it was going to get out of hand I would have never brought it up, its just girl talk. All in all it doesnt matter because after Grease you may never see me again.
Im really over high school. Im over it all. Hate me , love me, wanna kill me, I dont care. I really need a change. Im sitting here crying . I want so much more in life than all this. I hate that people hate me. I hate that what I get up for in the morning is the one thing that is causing me the most pain. I hate dance right now. I hate that tomorrow is Valentines day. I hate that I can stand in a crowded room and feel really alone.
Im done.
Our cast of Ballyhoo went to chris's cabin this weekend and bonded , It was tons of fun.
This morning was rough I know, and Its basically my fault. I told a story to some of the girl castmates as a girl talk story and it got out of hand. For the last time Im sorry.
Paul, I never meant to embarass you in any way. I know you hate me and probably will for a very long time and thats fine. This whole thing is ridiculous. Im sick of fighting any more. Fact is Fact and in a few months you will never see me again, okay. I know Im a bitch and all and ya know if I cant say anything civil to you I just wont talk . Because , to be honest its really stupid and Im over it. I apologize for the last time, if I had realized it was going to get out of hand I would have never brought it up, its just girl talk. All in all it doesnt matter because after Grease you may never see me again.
Im really over high school. Im over it all. Hate me , love me, wanna kill me, I dont care. I really need a change. Im sitting here crying . I want so much more in life than all this. I hate that people hate me. I hate that what I get up for in the morning is the one thing that is causing me the most pain. I hate dance right now. I hate that tomorrow is Valentines day. I hate that I can stand in a crowded room and feel really alone.
Im done.