let me make one last wish
this week has been pretty damn awful
on monday the boys coach died in a car crash. well it was sunday night but no one knew till monday.. and well i never met the guy but it makes me think of novemeber and i got really sad about that again. ooh and my brother got his lience on monday hearig about a car crash and my brother getting his lience on the same day wouldnt be my first choice.. and wlel yearbook sucked. something new and different
tuesday everyone was still upsett which is such a given and it just didnt seem like a veryy good day. and well i was being a brat. you see my best friend being pat is a senior and i have come to except thsat hes going to college and that we most likely will be more then 2 hours away as we are at the moment but i didnt thjink of the worst.
pat is going to college most likely in england. im trying very hard to be happy for him. but i dont want him to go
well this all seemed like hell. then today came. that was hell
wlel i woke up to my mother screaming and balling her eyes out. and i just kinda bitched to her. and went bakc to sleep. then my dad woke me up and well we went to the vet. and well we had to put divot to sleep. for those of you that dont know i had two dogs one being divot and one being emma. div had cancer and well yah it finally caught up with him.
so today sucked
seeing my mom sucked so mcuh. for those of you that also dont know this i had div since the day he was born.. my mom dilivered him. and welll today as always as today was for me. it was 10 times worse for her
i know its kinda bitchy but im getting pissy at some of my good friends. like i guess i want some sympathy i mean i dont want it but i hate that like some of my best friends dont even care that im upset. and they hardly know me. i just cant fucking wait till friday for my beautiful date with kara and melissa. i think it will cheer me up
ok good newws. and i only have one thing
pat wrote the most amazing song
and he sand it to me
i love him
HES GREAT
yupp i love him
hes like this guitar, writting song man, with a great voice, and he plays hockey, football and baseball. i dont think hes real
soo i need lots of post it will really amke me feel a lottle bit better i think. and well i just miss having lots of post. but i think it would make me feel better
yah do this.. i stole it from warren/sarah
1- Reply to this post with your name, because I would like to say a couple words about you.
2- I will also tell you what song(s) remind me of you when I hear it.
3- I will also tell you what celebrity/movie character/public person you remind me of, either personality-wise or looks-wise.
4- I will also give ONE WORD that I associate with you when I think of you.
5- Steal this for your journal and make someone else's day as well.
on monday the boys coach died in a car crash. well it was sunday night but no one knew till monday.. and well i never met the guy but it makes me think of novemeber and i got really sad about that again. ooh and my brother got his lience on monday hearig about a car crash and my brother getting his lience on the same day wouldnt be my first choice.. and wlel yearbook sucked. something new and different
tuesday everyone was still upsett which is such a given and it just didnt seem like a veryy good day. and well i was being a brat. you see my best friend being pat is a senior and i have come to except thsat hes going to college and that we most likely will be more then 2 hours away as we are at the moment but i didnt thjink of the worst.
pat is going to college most likely in england. im trying very hard to be happy for him. but i dont want him to go
well this all seemed like hell. then today came. that was hell
wlel i woke up to my mother screaming and balling her eyes out. and i just kinda bitched to her. and went bakc to sleep. then my dad woke me up and well we went to the vet. and well we had to put divot to sleep. for those of you that dont know i had two dogs one being divot and one being emma. div had cancer and well yah it finally caught up with him.
so today sucked
seeing my mom sucked so mcuh. for those of you that also dont know this i had div since the day he was born.. my mom dilivered him. and welll today as always as today was for me. it was 10 times worse for her
i know its kinda bitchy but im getting pissy at some of my good friends. like i guess i want some sympathy i mean i dont want it but i hate that like some of my best friends dont even care that im upset. and they hardly know me. i just cant fucking wait till friday for my beautiful date with kara and melissa. i think it will cheer me up
ok good newws. and i only have one thing
pat wrote the most amazing song
and he sand it to me
i love him
HES GREAT
yupp i love him
hes like this guitar, writting song man, with a great voice, and he plays hockey, football and baseball. i dont think hes real
soo i need lots of post it will really amke me feel a lottle bit better i think. and well i just miss having lots of post. but i think it would make me feel better
yah do this.. i stole it from warren/sarah
1- Reply to this post with your name, because I would like to say a couple words about you.
2- I will also tell you what song(s) remind me of you when I hear it.
3- I will also tell you what celebrity/movie character/public person you remind me of, either personality-wise or looks-wise.
4- I will also give ONE WORD that I associate with you when I think of you.
5- Steal this for your journal and make someone else's day as well.