Feeling something
Is it a different in era and places or am I just slow? As I became a fan of K pop for 10 years and Jpop very recently, I've found that the artists that I adore are so strong-willed since they are young. They all know what they wanted to do since they're like 10 or 13 years old and kept on going. I could only admire those trademarks that I don't have. I couldn't imagine in their places. The pressure they have. I'm 27 years old already and still have no idea what I want in life and stressed out from very simple job that I had. My friend worked in Japan and once jokingly said to me that I wouldn't survive a week there cos of the work pressure they have. Am I appear weak in front of others?? I've been thinking about that time to time. Is it something that I can change? Why my will power is the size of a peanut? What would catalyst me to change my way of life? "You are your own architecture of your life." Why so simple yet so difficult? I really want to change..