Twisted
"Why did you keep holding yourself back? It's enough. Let him know and be done with it!"
"Do you think it's that easy? It's just not! So please stop."
"Then come with me. A person like him doesn't deserve you. He's a selfish man who only thinks for himself. For his reputation only!"
"Stop it! Don't talk about him like that! You don't know him like I do."
"Do you really know him still? No. Do you really even know him at all? Jae. It's been 12 years. You should start thinking for yourself. He's been thinking only for himself since 4 years ago. You keep denying it. You keep living in this delusion. Where has he been in these 4 years? These 4 years where you've been barely surviving yourself. Tell me. Do you think he will accept your call and rush away right here if you told him you need him? You have his number, right? Call him. Prove me wrong."
"No! I don't need to prove anything to you!"
"You will not love me. I accepted that, Jae. But I don't want you to suffer anymore. If you are at least care for me as a friend who's been there for you all this time, please at least think for this one time... I'll be at the airport tomorrow at noon waiting for you. I'll take my leave now.."
The sound of the door shut makes him fell on his knees. He tried his best to take out his phone from his pocket. His tears making him blur to see the phone screen. Trying his best to hold his sobbing and dial the number he's long for a long time. It will be alright. Everything's going to be like he thought. I will prove you wrong.
Ring once... Twice...
"Hello?"
"Hello? Is anyone there?"
"Yunho?"
"Yes. Who is this?"
He didn't even remember my voice?
"It's me. Jaejoong."
...........
"I don't think we should be talking."
"Please.. I really need to talk to you."
"I don't have time right now. You shouldn't be calling me. I'll hung up now."
"It's important. Wait...Yunho. Plea.."
"We're finish. If you have anything to say, call the agency."
"Yun.."
........
He couldn't even hold the phone anymore. He has lost all of his strength. He fell down to the floor helplessly. His tears immediately dried up. Then he screams... Scream so loud that his throat started to hurt. But not enough. Not enough to numb his breaking heart yet. He started to hit himself. Everywhere.. Everywhere he could get his hands on. Because he can't take the pain in his heart right now.
"Fuck! Jae! What the hell! What are you doing to yourself! Jae! Get a hold of yourself!! I'm here! I'm here! Jae! I just out of here for like 5 minutes. What the hell happen! I heard your scream. Oh my god. Jae! Please stop!"
Then he noticed the phone on the floor and he knew.
There he is. In my arms, passes out from shock. I have never had so much hatred to kill someone. But I do now. I really want to kill Jung Yunho right now. It's not doing anything good for both of us. I will take you away Jae. I will take you away from here.
After two days..
"Hey! Have you heard?"
"About what?"
"Uuh.. Jaejoong has retired from entertainment indefinitely. I heard he's already got out of the country and nobody knows where."
"Shit! Yunho.. Watch out! Aren't you hot?? You drop your coffee cup!!!"
'What? It's that what he was going to say? Why? It's because of what I said? I didn't mean it...Jae yah.. The company taps my phone. I... I.. What have I done!'
"Do you think it's that easy? It's just not! So please stop."
"Then come with me. A person like him doesn't deserve you. He's a selfish man who only thinks for himself. For his reputation only!"
"Stop it! Don't talk about him like that! You don't know him like I do."
"Do you really know him still? No. Do you really even know him at all? Jae. It's been 12 years. You should start thinking for yourself. He's been thinking only for himself since 4 years ago. You keep denying it. You keep living in this delusion. Where has he been in these 4 years? These 4 years where you've been barely surviving yourself. Tell me. Do you think he will accept your call and rush away right here if you told him you need him? You have his number, right? Call him. Prove me wrong."
"No! I don't need to prove anything to you!"
"You will not love me. I accepted that, Jae. But I don't want you to suffer anymore. If you are at least care for me as a friend who's been there for you all this time, please at least think for this one time... I'll be at the airport tomorrow at noon waiting for you. I'll take my leave now.."
The sound of the door shut makes him fell on his knees. He tried his best to take out his phone from his pocket. His tears making him blur to see the phone screen. Trying his best to hold his sobbing and dial the number he's long for a long time. It will be alright. Everything's going to be like he thought. I will prove you wrong.
Ring once... Twice...
"Hello?"
"Hello? Is anyone there?"
"Yunho?"
"Yes. Who is this?"
He didn't even remember my voice?
"It's me. Jaejoong."
...........
"I don't think we should be talking."
"Please.. I really need to talk to you."
"I don't have time right now. You shouldn't be calling me. I'll hung up now."
"It's important. Wait...Yunho. Plea.."
"We're finish. If you have anything to say, call the agency."
"Yun.."
........
He couldn't even hold the phone anymore. He has lost all of his strength. He fell down to the floor helplessly. His tears immediately dried up. Then he screams... Scream so loud that his throat started to hurt. But not enough. Not enough to numb his breaking heart yet. He started to hit himself. Everywhere.. Everywhere he could get his hands on. Because he can't take the pain in his heart right now.
"Fuck! Jae! What the hell! What are you doing to yourself! Jae! Get a hold of yourself!! I'm here! I'm here! Jae! I just out of here for like 5 minutes. What the hell happen! I heard your scream. Oh my god. Jae! Please stop!"
Then he noticed the phone on the floor and he knew.
There he is. In my arms, passes out from shock. I have never had so much hatred to kill someone. But I do now. I really want to kill Jung Yunho right now. It's not doing anything good for both of us. I will take you away Jae. I will take you away from here.
After two days..
"Hey! Have you heard?"
"About what?"
"Uuh.. Jaejoong has retired from entertainment indefinitely. I heard he's already got out of the country and nobody knows where."
"Shit! Yunho.. Watch out! Aren't you hot?? You drop your coffee cup!!!"
'What? It's that what he was going to say? Why? It's because of what I said? I didn't mean it...Jae yah.. The company taps my phone. I... I.. What have I done!'