Hooked on your lies, YOU HAD ME GOING...
I left off on Thursday...so let's see if I even remember what I fuckin did this weekend...
And if I close my eyes I'll see you there again someday
We have been t o r n a p a r t
Left with our fragile hearts
Still it's yours that's not beating anymore tonight
Darkness is broken by the flame of our love
Lost were we all and still through this we survived
Friday hung with Steve and John out in Thompson haha.....Steve's mouth was really killin him so he left early..had John bring him home, then I got stuck out there for longer than I had planned..douchebag hahaha..So needless to say there wasnt much watchin drunk boys :(
And I feel like I'm the victim
I feel like I have been criticized
By every little thing you've said
So give me one good reason I should be forgiving you when I don't care anyway
So give me two good reasons I should be forgiving you when I'm the victim today
Saturday I worked 9-3 like usual, boring ass day..it wasn't too bad though..my tivo/dvr thing fucked up and only recorded half of Veronica Mars on Tuesday, so I started searching the web for the episodes online and after like a fuckin hour I FOUND IT, so I was very excited..so work wasn't horrible :-D ...my boss comes back in like 4 days though, that kinda sucks. Went home.. caught the end of World Trade Center cause my parents were watchin it, that movie is intense..and now I'm watchin a war movie about Iwo Jima, which is fuckin instense too..I'm gonna start gettin fuckin jumpy when I hear loud noises. fuck man. I really hope my sister doesn't go back to Iraq, fuck the army dude. ugh.
ITS STILL FUCKING SNOWING..grrr. Anyway...so I was home for that, took a shower and such..made my mom do my hair cuz I wanted it kinda curly and I suck at using the curling iron, but then she ended up using the fuckin rollers anyway haha. Then got harassed about Icy Hot and rushed, so I went to kyle's around uhm idk it was after 5 though I think haha. And the band was done practicing they were just fuckin around downstairs while Kyle "quit the band" and talked to Nolle..so I chatted up with Momz and then went upstairs to put my shit down, and found those 2 losers. haha.. shortly later Jimmy came runnin up talking about pizza and booze haha. Then the room was flooded with the smell of peppermint shortly later, which then circulated throughout the ENTIRE fucking house.. wow. yeah. fuckin aye.
I lost the feeling in my heart tonight
When I was holding you think I died
Your touch
Your kiss
It's killing me so slowly I think...
I lost the feeling in my heart tonight Black cold and heartless
I figured I'd split it up a bit cuz that paragraph was gettin long hah. anyway so a bunch of people showed up..obvioulsy the band was there, and Nolle ACTUALLY hung out for a while, so that was cool..he'll get off my ass about ignoring him now :-p But the girlfriends showed up and Chelsea and her boyfriend came, they're awesome hahaha, they brought some kid named Matt who got WASTED realllll quick and fell down a couple times...don't really wanna go there...uhmm Josh and Sheena showed up for a little bit...with yummy slushies, cuz they don't drink..for obvious reasons, but then Jimmy slammed down one of his drinks and got alcohol in Sheena's, so that was the end of the slushies...(Jimmy was drunk too)....yeah pretty much the only drunk people were really Jimmy and Matt, everyone else got a little drunk but not really...and then the band played "a show" ....sounded shitty upstairs cuz it was soo loud, but thats not THEM sounding shitty, its just the amps haha whatever, you know what I mean.. they sounded good.. half drunk n all, and it was fuckin loud downstairs so it was pretty mcuh a sausage fest down there, with all the girls and brian upstairs haha. The night was pretty insteresting, I can't say it was hilarious..like usual..cuz I think the drama wayyy overweighed the fun-ness...All I know is I was blocked in for A WHILE..cuz there were cars in all the spots, and all the way down each end of the driveway, pretty much no1 else coulda joined if they wanted..unless they were to park down the fricken road haha...the night wasn't complete without a wild goose chase, involving like 5+ guys, don't really need to go into detail about that, more like forget it happened...hmm..I'm tryin to think of anything funny, and its hard, lol... some of us watched grandma's boy for a bit.. John kept introducing his friend Craig..OVER and OVER again..I think I ended up meetin Craig like 4 times..and so did pretty much everyone else haha.. Abby almost got a bunch of the group to leave and go to a "Hick Bar" but then they all got lazy cuz they ended up chillin out for a while longer..and Abby ended up layin on Ray on the couch cuz she was a little drunkish and gettin sleepy haha. Not after they both tried to catch the dog..they ended up cornering the dog in the Fish room hahaha..THATS RIGHT ZANDRA, FUCKIN FISH ROOM OKAY!? hahah....and I guess Ray got to actually pet the pupppy, haha go ray! :-p fuckin dorks....
If it makes me happy for now, I don't see any problem in it.. = D haha. Okay well that's all I really got for now .....I'll try to think of interesting things from Saturday night, but that's gonna be a little hard.. :-\ oh one thing, no camcorder cuz it was too fuckin loud..it wouldnt have worked..so that sucked I didnt get to record "Drunk Band Practice"...kinda depressing..I'll finish latttttter
You've messed it up made a mistake and now I think it's time to pay
For all the promises you start to break
You've burned me once, but you won't burn me again...................
And if I close my eyes I'll see you there again someday
We have been t o r n a p a r t
Left with our fragile hearts
Still it's yours that's not beating anymore tonight
Darkness is broken by the flame of our love
Lost were we all and still through this we survived
Friday hung with Steve and John out in Thompson haha.....Steve's mouth was really killin him so he left early..had John bring him home, then I got stuck out there for longer than I had planned..douchebag hahaha..So needless to say there wasnt much watchin drunk boys :(
And I feel like I'm the victim
I feel like I have been criticized
By every little thing you've said
So give me one good reason I should be forgiving you when I don't care anyway
So give me two good reasons I should be forgiving you when I'm the victim today
Saturday I worked 9-3 like usual, boring ass day..it wasn't too bad though..my tivo/dvr thing fucked up and only recorded half of Veronica Mars on Tuesday, so I started searching the web for the episodes online and after like a fuckin hour I FOUND IT, so I was very excited..so work wasn't horrible :-D ...my boss comes back in like 4 days though, that kinda sucks. Went home.. caught the end of World Trade Center cause my parents were watchin it, that movie is intense..and now I'm watchin a war movie about Iwo Jima, which is fuckin instense too..I'm gonna start gettin fuckin jumpy when I hear loud noises. fuck man. I really hope my sister doesn't go back to Iraq, fuck the army dude. ugh.
ITS STILL FUCKING SNOWING..grrr. Anyway...so I was home for that, took a shower and such..made my mom do my hair cuz I wanted it kinda curly and I suck at using the curling iron, but then she ended up using the fuckin rollers anyway haha. Then got harassed about Icy Hot and rushed, so I went to kyle's around uhm idk it was after 5 though I think haha. And the band was done practicing they were just fuckin around downstairs while Kyle "quit the band" and talked to Nolle..so I chatted up with Momz and then went upstairs to put my shit down, and found those 2 losers. haha.. shortly later Jimmy came runnin up talking about pizza and booze haha. Then the room was flooded with the smell of peppermint shortly later, which then circulated throughout the ENTIRE fucking house.. wow. yeah. fuckin aye.
I lost the feeling in my heart tonight
When I was holding you think I died
Your touch
Your kiss
It's killing me so slowly I think...
I lost the feeling in my heart tonight Black cold and heartless
I figured I'd split it up a bit cuz that paragraph was gettin long hah. anyway so a bunch of people showed up..obvioulsy the band was there, and Nolle ACTUALLY hung out for a while, so that was cool..he'll get off my ass about ignoring him now :-p But the girlfriends showed up and Chelsea and her boyfriend came, they're awesome hahaha, they brought some kid named Matt who got WASTED realllll quick and fell down a couple times...don't really wanna go there...uhmm Josh and Sheena showed up for a little bit...with yummy slushies, cuz they don't drink..for obvious reasons, but then Jimmy slammed down one of his drinks and got alcohol in Sheena's, so that was the end of the slushies...(Jimmy was drunk too)....yeah pretty much the only drunk people were really Jimmy and Matt, everyone else got a little drunk but not really...and then the band played "a show" ....sounded shitty upstairs cuz it was soo loud, but thats not THEM sounding shitty, its just the amps haha whatever, you know what I mean.. they sounded good.. half drunk n all, and it was fuckin loud downstairs so it was pretty mcuh a sausage fest down there, with all the girls and brian upstairs haha. The night was pretty insteresting, I can't say it was hilarious..like usual..cuz I think the drama wayyy overweighed the fun-ness...All I know is I was blocked in for A WHILE..cuz there were cars in all the spots, and all the way down each end of the driveway, pretty much no1 else coulda joined if they wanted..unless they were to park down the fricken road haha...the night wasn't complete without a wild goose chase, involving like 5+ guys, don't really need to go into detail about that, more like forget it happened...hmm..I'm tryin to think of anything funny, and its hard, lol... some of us watched grandma's boy for a bit.. John kept introducing his friend Craig..OVER and OVER again..I think I ended up meetin Craig like 4 times..and so did pretty much everyone else haha.. Abby almost got a bunch of the group to leave and go to a "Hick Bar" but then they all got lazy cuz they ended up chillin out for a while longer..and Abby ended up layin on Ray on the couch cuz she was a little drunkish and gettin sleepy haha. Not after they both tried to catch the dog..they ended up cornering the dog in the Fish room hahaha..THATS RIGHT ZANDRA, FUCKIN FISH ROOM OKAY!? hahah....and I guess Ray got to actually pet the pupppy, haha go ray! :-p fuckin dorks....
If it makes me happy for now, I don't see any problem in it.. = D haha. Okay well that's all I really got for now .....I'll try to think of interesting things from Saturday night, but that's gonna be a little hard.. :-\ oh one thing, no camcorder cuz it was too fuckin loud..it wouldnt have worked..so that sucked I didnt get to record "Drunk Band Practice"...kinda depressing..I'll finish latttttter
You've messed it up made a mistake and now I think it's time to pay
For all the promises you start to break
You've burned me once, but you won't burn me again...................