If you kiss, it will take away..his PaSSion, his PAIN, his brain...
Everything you ever wanted to see,
I see it in his eyes
So obvious, so numb, I can leave before the slaughter
I'll stay here, as long as you let me,
Decisions, then, made obvious and while they're in tune,
Where I started, I'll stay there
Okay so the weekend. Saturday Zan and I didnt end up gettin together beforehand, just met her and Jimmy at Kyle's. So I hung at home, grabbed a little food, my mom ended up doin my hair a little, and then jimmy called and we all met at kyle's bout 6:30, along with nolle and squirl..then savvy and ziggy showed up shortly after..didn't even know they were coming, but thats cool. haha. p.s. doooon't like being ignored..haha..Kyle ended up passin out when we all got there, so no1 saw him for at least another hour. haha.
You took me home, I drank too much
Cause of you my liver turns to dust
Do you understand what I need?
When you feel your soul drop to the floor
Like a hole, like an open bleeding sore
Then you'll have bled like I've bled
Then you'll have wept as I've wept
One false move, you took me home
One false move, you're all alone
But I degress, after all this...
You're just like all the rest
so hmm there was a lot of biting when I was out of the room, I guess Kyle and Jimmy attacked Zan..I think Kyle did way more damage though, she looked like she had WELTS...thats just not normal :-p hahaha...poor girl, she was drunk though so she didn't know what was goin on :-p LUSH. Oh and I saw her ass wayyy tooo many times...thanks for not wearing underwear, maybe next time? haha. Later on I got a couple bites too but mine didnt swell up like Zan's hahaha. Can you take it while I fake it? At one point Steve NAILED Nolle right in the tip...hahaha so later on he was goin to get him back and TAPS him on the head with the almost full rum bottle, that was fuckin hilarious.. just their faces and the convo they had after..sorry I dont remember all that was said, but you shoulda been there :-p uh.. and then everytime steve went near ziggy or savvy they protected themself...cuz "THEY KNOW" hahaha. uhm, steve is a douche and cant walk down stairs and spilt some nasty alcohol+soda shit on my hoodie, SO THANKS A LOT ASSHOLE.. I've only complained about that at least once everyday..so now its downstairs in the wash..sucks cuz I wear the thing all the time..now I've had to deal with wearin other ones, but all my zip up hoodies are like shorter so they arent baggy and I dont like that..I'm gonna have to go get some new ones, so next time he does it and I kick his ass, I'll have a replacement haha.
If your ready for a battle then I'm ready for a war Tell your stories run your mouth and tell your lies
Back to school tomorrow sucks and I have my history test which involves WAY too much writing..BLOWS...I cant wait til the beginning of march and my late class is over just cuz I want more time, but Id rather lose my history class or my music class and keep the resistance bands, Id rather get a physical workout than a mental one, fuck that. I still have to go watch an orchestra or something so I can write my paper for music, but I think I have to wait til mid-April..which sucks fuckin last minute..and I'll be completely UNmotivated..Oo I also get my Psych test back tomorrow I believe, I think I did decent..and if I didnt then tomorrow is really gonna blow.. I just realized theres an under 18 night tonight and I was gonna go (not that im under 18 hahaha) but yeah school tomorrow so I chagned my mind...this 6 day break kinda killed me, I just want summer break now..even tho this summer I have to take some classes.. greaaaaaaat.
anyway back to Saturday..so it was okay times for like an hour or so..and then Nolle left...and jimmy and kyle played some music...and things went downhill...everyone ended up leaving..and then I watched the Descent hahah. it sucked. worse than house of wax in the "it really didnt scare me that much" department. haha. and the ending was bad, wtf, i dont like being left to hang, gay. Ended up gettin to go home earlier than I thought I was gonna cuz NO ONE HUNG OUT past like 10, fuckin losers. haha. haha I got lots of hugs, when Zan left she must've given me like 10 hugs..every new layer she put on (including coat, purse, shoes..) I got another hug.. and then Jimmy and I had a "little talk" and then they left..then I had a short chat with Ziggy and Savvy and ...i dont remember the girls name, I knew her though but Kristin? who knows. haha then they told me to have fun and left, hahaha. greeeeeeeeat.
If this is just in our heads
Then we'll keep on living a perfect life
One day at a time
God bless our cheating hearts and damn your lies
then by the time i got home saturday I didnt feel well and most of sunday, had dinner at my sister's watched the last 37 laps of the race, also the only part that was really worth watchin from what I heard bout the other 150ish laps haha. I feel bad for Martin, losin by just a hair and RIGHT at the finish line...but good win for Harvick. haha. uhm got kinda sleepy in the last 3 laps so I layed on my sisters love seat and opened my eyes everytime I heard everyone else make a noise like something happened, so I didnt miss anything!! haha.
oo funny story we were all downstairs and steve and zan made this deal that she has to let him do her in the butt, i dont remember why but whatever.. so at one point steve was showing off his shit to jimmy and kyle (u dont wanna know) so he had his pants down and some joke was made so zan pulls hers down and bends over and they get in position and jimmy is just standing there like wtf? hahaha. it was funny, then steve chased savvy around and they all forced him to check out steve's..yeahhhh. gay, I tell ya! HAHA
So here, we are again
The same fork in the road
I hate you. You love me
This stories getting old
The day I opened up, you shut me out for good
Fuck it, fuck it, fuck you
You are a liar and a whore
So take what you want and leave
You'll never get another part of
I should have got up and left you
And I will never be you're lover again
As far as I'm concerned, we are not even friends
The point I'm trying to make is we are completely through
that's all for the weekend I have some other stories but I'm not worried about it right now :-p
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my name
I see it in his eyes
So obvious, so numb, I can leave before the slaughter
I'll stay here, as long as you let me,
Decisions, then, made obvious and while they're in tune,
Where I started, I'll stay there
Okay so the weekend. Saturday Zan and I didnt end up gettin together beforehand, just met her and Jimmy at Kyle's. So I hung at home, grabbed a little food, my mom ended up doin my hair a little, and then jimmy called and we all met at kyle's bout 6:30, along with nolle and squirl..then savvy and ziggy showed up shortly after..didn't even know they were coming, but thats cool. haha. p.s. doooon't like being ignored..haha..Kyle ended up passin out when we all got there, so no1 saw him for at least another hour. haha.
You took me home, I drank too much
Cause of you my liver turns to dust
Do you understand what I need?
When you feel your soul drop to the floor
Like a hole, like an open bleeding sore
Then you'll have bled like I've bled
Then you'll have wept as I've wept
One false move, you took me home
One false move, you're all alone
But I degress, after all this...
You're just like all the rest
so hmm there was a lot of biting when I was out of the room, I guess Kyle and Jimmy attacked Zan..I think Kyle did way more damage though, she looked like she had WELTS...thats just not normal :-p hahaha...poor girl, she was drunk though so she didn't know what was goin on :-p LUSH. Oh and I saw her ass wayyy tooo many times...thanks for not wearing underwear, maybe next time? haha. Later on I got a couple bites too but mine didnt swell up like Zan's hahaha. Can you take it while I fake it? At one point Steve NAILED Nolle right in the tip...hahaha so later on he was goin to get him back and TAPS him on the head with the almost full rum bottle, that was fuckin hilarious.. just their faces and the convo they had after..sorry I dont remember all that was said, but you shoulda been there :-p uh.. and then everytime steve went near ziggy or savvy they protected themself...cuz "THEY KNOW" hahaha. uhm, steve is a douche and cant walk down stairs and spilt some nasty alcohol+soda shit on my hoodie, SO THANKS A LOT ASSHOLE.. I've only complained about that at least once everyday..so now its downstairs in the wash..sucks cuz I wear the thing all the time..now I've had to deal with wearin other ones, but all my zip up hoodies are like shorter so they arent baggy and I dont like that..I'm gonna have to go get some new ones, so next time he does it and I kick his ass, I'll have a replacement haha.
If your ready for a battle then I'm ready for a war Tell your stories run your mouth and tell your lies
Back to school tomorrow sucks and I have my history test which involves WAY too much writing..BLOWS...I cant wait til the beginning of march and my late class is over just cuz I want more time, but Id rather lose my history class or my music class and keep the resistance bands, Id rather get a physical workout than a mental one, fuck that. I still have to go watch an orchestra or something so I can write my paper for music, but I think I have to wait til mid-April..which sucks fuckin last minute..and I'll be completely UNmotivated..Oo I also get my Psych test back tomorrow I believe, I think I did decent..and if I didnt then tomorrow is really gonna blow.. I just realized theres an under 18 night tonight and I was gonna go (not that im under 18 hahaha) but yeah school tomorrow so I chagned my mind...this 6 day break kinda killed me, I just want summer break now..even tho this summer I have to take some classes.. greaaaaaaat.
anyway back to Saturday..so it was okay times for like an hour or so..and then Nolle left...and jimmy and kyle played some music...and things went downhill...everyone ended up leaving..and then I watched the Descent hahah. it sucked. worse than house of wax in the "it really didnt scare me that much" department. haha. and the ending was bad, wtf, i dont like being left to hang, gay. Ended up gettin to go home earlier than I thought I was gonna cuz NO ONE HUNG OUT past like 10, fuckin losers. haha. haha I got lots of hugs, when Zan left she must've given me like 10 hugs..every new layer she put on (including coat, purse, shoes..) I got another hug.. and then Jimmy and I had a "little talk" and then they left..then I had a short chat with Ziggy and Savvy and ...i dont remember the girls name, I knew her though but Kristin? who knows. haha then they told me to have fun and left, hahaha. greeeeeeeeat.
If this is just in our heads
Then we'll keep on living a perfect life
One day at a time
God bless our cheating hearts and damn your lies
then by the time i got home saturday I didnt feel well and most of sunday, had dinner at my sister's watched the last 37 laps of the race, also the only part that was really worth watchin from what I heard bout the other 150ish laps haha. I feel bad for Martin, losin by just a hair and RIGHT at the finish line...but good win for Harvick. haha. uhm got kinda sleepy in the last 3 laps so I layed on my sisters love seat and opened my eyes everytime I heard everyone else make a noise like something happened, so I didnt miss anything!! haha.
oo funny story we were all downstairs and steve and zan made this deal that she has to let him do her in the butt, i dont remember why but whatever.. so at one point steve was showing off his shit to jimmy and kyle (u dont wanna know) so he had his pants down and some joke was made so zan pulls hers down and bends over and they get in position and jimmy is just standing there like wtf? hahaha. it was funny, then steve chased savvy around and they all forced him to check out steve's..yeahhhh. gay, I tell ya! HAHA
So here, we are again
The same fork in the road
I hate you. You love me
This stories getting old
The day I opened up, you shut me out for good
Fuck it, fuck it, fuck you
You are a liar and a whore
So take what you want and leave
You'll never get another part of
I should have got up and left you
And I will never be you're lover again
As far as I'm concerned, we are not even friends
The point I'm trying to make is we are completely through
that's all for the weekend I have some other stories but I'm not worried about it right now :-p
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my name