Mar 15, 2006 09:44
So yesterday was fun.....my computer decided to delete its system folder! This is the second time it has happened. Nick helped me sooo very much by fixing it and I am soo greatful for it. One thing came up while doing it tho....a question I have been asking myself for months. Did I choose the wrong major in college? Nick says that I should program something to keep my skills up - but I do not enjoy that. Shouldn't something that you want to do for a career be something you enjoy. Like I enjoyed most of the projects I had in college, but it would not be something I would want to do as a hobby. Like I sooo enjoyed the math part and that is something I would enjoy. I don't know but I have been thinking a lot - mostly in the showers - that seems to be my time with me and my brain and heart. Its kinda like I am in my own little world in there. There are highlights thatt I really enjoyed about my education but I do not have enough experience in it to actually make a career about it. So over the past week I have been thinking about the possibiility about continuing my education in something else - really thinking about teaching. I enjoy helping people learn. I do think that is something I would enjoy. I think I would like to teach either math in HS or elementary school. Junior High would be ok but I would prefer the other two more. So today or tomorrow I am going to look into which schools are around and their raitings, well after I back up this thing so if the hard drive fails (which I think will) I will have everything, so this may take all day. I just want to do soemting that I would enjoy and be passionate about and I do not know if I am like that with engineering. Maybe I am but have not gotten a job yet and kinda loosing it. Just my most recent thoughts........