Smile Even though your heart is breaking

[cutiee135]

So okay.. My heart is hurting so bad my mind is wondering much.. is he smoking again? did he cheat on me? did i do something wrong? was a somewhere I wasn't suppose to do? does he like someone else? did he go to a strip club... grrr.. Why couldn't he of told me 4 nights ago ohh this is on my mind I need to think.. I can't be smoothing him because umm yeah i haven't seen him... We were great when Jer was gone now he's back and my relationship is back to where it was before he left...

Grrr...

I can't handle this i can't even think straight... PLEASE FUCKEN TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON I'M GOING CRAZY!