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hey whats up just chillin. tryin to find summin to do until kristine gets here. we're goin out to jenns. i cant wait i love goin out there. i am so tired. i wanna get some fresh air and breathe a little bit. you know what i mean. i mean i have really good friends and everything but i just need to get away for a little bit. i miss being with all of my family.i live so far away from everyone. i just wish my dad could be not as conceeded. i hate that shit. i mean yea u can be a little bit but not all the time. i hate the fact that he's lettin kathy run his fuckin life. OMG i hate this place so much. i just need time and a place to breathe. so i think that i am gonna talk to my ma again and see if she can let me go stay at my grandparents house. i mean i love it so much out there and i can actually be myself and not what everyone else wants me to be. everyone wants me to be a prep or ghetto and i just fall into that category when i am with them. i mean when i am with kristine most of the time i am normal but then i justs fall back into the times when people want me to be something and i can't be myself. i have had this wall up for so long i dont know what to do. people dont see the real me and that means that i cant find out who i really am. maybe if i start all over then i can start something new and become happy and my true self. wouldn't that be great for me. i mean thats what everyone else is doing right now. finding out who they realy are.so yea. i think i deserve that chance just as everyone else does.
on a lighter note i went to the school musical last night and it was soo good. i loved ryan and natalie. they did soo good together. i think that they would be so cute together but i dont think that will happen. afterwards brittany and brittany left so me olivia and kristine went to steak and shake. that was so much fun. i gave my number to this really hott guy. i can't believe how hott some guys are these days. can u? oh well. yeah and jesse called me last night wantin to know if i wanted to hang out. i was like i dont know i will call you when i wake up. i went to get my license today. yea i definitly failed that shit. so i dont knwo. i missed it by like 3 questions. but its all good i am goin monday to see what is up. wel gotta go. goin to kristines house. peace.
on a lighter note i went to the school musical last night and it was soo good. i loved ryan and natalie. they did soo good together. i think that they would be so cute together but i dont think that will happen. afterwards brittany and brittany left so me olivia and kristine went to steak and shake. that was so much fun. i gave my number to this really hott guy. i can't believe how hott some guys are these days. can u? oh well. yeah and jesse called me last night wantin to know if i wanted to hang out. i was like i dont know i will call you when i wake up. i went to get my license today. yea i definitly failed that shit. so i dont knwo. i missed it by like 3 questions. but its all good i am goin monday to see what is up. wel gotta go. goin to kristines house. peace.