Oct 16, 2004 18:56
There is a box in my closet that has thing in it that remind me of kevin, and sometimes i pull them out and look at them and think of the things we did together. Today was one of these time....when i looked into that box i started to think.....everything i wanted to happen while i was in high school happened by the end of my juinor yr, i wanted to be a cheerleader, and then a varsity cheerlader, and then i wanted to go out with kevin and everything on that list happened. sometimes i find myself walking down the halls in school with no real direction, with noone walking next to me. i really think that thats what i want....someone to walk with me and to be with me when i find my direction! starting tonight i am going to start looking for my direction and for someone to walk with me as i do so.
This year i wanted to do so much....one of which was go on spring break, i found out the other night that that isn't going to happen....i'm going to sit at home while all my friends are out and about in the world...
thats all from me
love ya,
fifi