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I'm not going to get into college.
I had group guidance today and whenever i have group guidance it puts me into college mode.
I hate the guidance counselors SO much.
In group guidance for the past 2 weeks they've been like "get your teacher reommendations done soon!"
And so me and ashley go to the guidance office to get our transcripts to get our teacher recommendations done and the ladys like "oh we dont have ur transcripts yet"
what do u mean u dont have them!? shouldnt our record just be on ur computers?! where are u getting them from? and why have they been telling us for weeks to get recommendations when we obviously CANT yet.
god.
I've been trying to fill out scholarship stuff this afternoon.
But i stopped. Nothing makes me feel more inadequate and more of a useless piece of shit just taking up space than scholarships.
have any special talents? No.
Are u in any good clubs? No.
Do u do any sports? No.
Do u have any great accomplishments in your life? No.
Do you know what you want to go to college for? No.
Was there ever a time when u overcame a big obstacle in your life? No.
Do you suck at life? Yes.
I tried to fill out financial aid forms but i have to wait a couple days to get the pincode they are sending me.
I don't know why i would even bother filling out financial aid forms.
I'm not going to get into college anyway.
And im doing this all without my parents cause they dont give a rats ass about my future.
I had group guidance today and whenever i have group guidance it puts me into college mode.
I hate the guidance counselors SO much.
In group guidance for the past 2 weeks they've been like "get your teacher reommendations done soon!"
And so me and ashley go to the guidance office to get our transcripts to get our teacher recommendations done and the ladys like "oh we dont have ur transcripts yet"
what do u mean u dont have them!? shouldnt our record just be on ur computers?! where are u getting them from? and why have they been telling us for weeks to get recommendations when we obviously CANT yet.
god.
I've been trying to fill out scholarship stuff this afternoon.
But i stopped. Nothing makes me feel more inadequate and more of a useless piece of shit just taking up space than scholarships.
have any special talents? No.
Are u in any good clubs? No.
Do u do any sports? No.
Do u have any great accomplishments in your life? No.
Do you know what you want to go to college for? No.
Was there ever a time when u overcame a big obstacle in your life? No.
Do you suck at life? Yes.
I tried to fill out financial aid forms but i have to wait a couple days to get the pincode they are sending me.
I don't know why i would even bother filling out financial aid forms.
I'm not going to get into college anyway.
And im doing this all without my parents cause they dont give a rats ass about my future.