boy i gotta shake you off.
So i told my dad that Andrew could invite one of his friends to Florida.
But my dad said that he doesn't have any really good friends that my parents know too well.
My dad said he'd rather lose the money.
If we keep waiting, Julies mom is going to make a flight arraingment for her to come back on the like 16th or some fucked up date like that.
I do not at all want to go to Florida with her anymore.
At All.
And now this means that if she does end up coming, we have to take time out of OUR schedule to take her to the airport after her, what, like 3 days there?
Yeah. Fucking Ridiculous.
Everyone says that they have like "the best friends everrrr" but sometimes i donn't think i do.
Shes supposed to be my best friend since we were 5, and now i don't even want to talk to her.
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I guess its a little reassuring that some people have "concerns" about me.
they ask me if im okay. But i tell them that i am.
what else am i supposed to say? no?
if i tell them that im not, they'll ask questions and i dont know what to say because i can't describe what im feeling or what causes these feelings.
So i guess for now, ill just keep putting on a front until i can figure out myself.
But my dad said that he doesn't have any really good friends that my parents know too well.
My dad said he'd rather lose the money.
If we keep waiting, Julies mom is going to make a flight arraingment for her to come back on the like 16th or some fucked up date like that.
I do not at all want to go to Florida with her anymore.
At All.
And now this means that if she does end up coming, we have to take time out of OUR schedule to take her to the airport after her, what, like 3 days there?
Yeah. Fucking Ridiculous.
Everyone says that they have like "the best friends everrrr" but sometimes i donn't think i do.
Shes supposed to be my best friend since we were 5, and now i don't even want to talk to her.
-
I guess its a little reassuring that some people have "concerns" about me.
they ask me if im okay. But i tell them that i am.
what else am i supposed to say? no?
if i tell them that im not, they'll ask questions and i dont know what to say because i can't describe what im feeling or what causes these feelings.
So i guess for now, ill just keep putting on a front until i can figure out myself.