confusion
I'm not exactly sure how I feel at this moment. I'm pretty sure I'm upset, but I don't feel the power of my usual wrath kicking in. That's what drugs do to you. I feel alone and betrayed. Just once I'd like to have a friend that would never let me down and that I could trust completely; enough said. I am really confused about this guy that I've been talking to. I can't interpret my feelings and I find myself speechless when he talks to me and all that ends up coming out of my mouth are sarcastic comments which I usually regret later. I have wisdom tooth coming in and it's annoying me. I told my therapist today that I don't want to continue my therapy anymore and I don't want to be on medication; some people may be opposed to this decision, but it's already been made and I start my detox tomorrow. I also think I'm P.M.S.ing so that could be another reason for my bitchiness. Also, that new MP3 player that I got only holds like three songs and a ten second video. I'm pissed. Speaking of pissed, I walked outside my house today and my brother was peeing on the side of my house..the good news is that when he left, he took my Dad's camper with him so I have the whole driveway to park in!! AHH must get up early..I'm off to bed. ~