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I should be writing my psych essay right now, but i won't be able to focus until i do this. Oliver, you were a great kid- goofy and one of a kind, and you always made everyone laugh. i almost can't comprehend that this has happened. i wish that i'd taken the time to get to know you better. you were the freshman who always told me dirty jokes and you'd make crazy faces. and you'd run up to emily and make weird noises and run away. you were kyle and didi and alex's friend, and i wish i'd been able to talk to you more. i wish i'd been at the swan pond with all of you or that i'd talked to you more than i did at battle. i dont know, it just seems so strange that you're gone, and now i'm never going to get the chance to see you again.
i felt almost guilty tonight when i was crying. i know i didn't know you as well as a lot of the people tehre, and it made me feel like i didn't have a right to be sad. i'd see all the people sobbing and hugging and i felt like they were the ones who deserved to mourn, but not me. because i hadn't taken the time to get to know you better.
you were a huge presence in not only the freshman class, but the whole school. we all loved you, and you're going to be missed so much. i hope wherever you are right now, you're enjoying yourself. keep up guitar and longboarding and doing what you do best. and dont light too many things on fire...
i know it'll take a while for everyone to move on from this, but hopefully in time, we will all feel better
i can't handle this. i can't stop crying. and i have a 7 page paper to write. tyjrtjtrjsdfhgsd
you were too young, nobody deserves this.
rest in peace oliver. 5/30/07