Aug 29, 2005 01:25
hi guys..its me caitlin smith, does ne one remember me?? im gone far away in niagara university..in the oshea dorm..i miss my friends like crazy and im sad and i wanna cry cuz i dont think my boyfriend likes me ne more and it sucks cuz i dont get to see him....although i love nu so far, i love my roommate and all these ppl that i have been meeting and becoming friends with..
soo..i left friday..last week was so hard to deal with, with saying goodbye to ppl..i just hate it so much, i was like dreading comin here..its not so bad tho, i think it should be fun, i just wish everyone could be with me, and i wish i had my laptop, cuz im using kellys, (the roomies) cuz shes sweet like that..me n this girl erin call her smelly kelly lol.. but neways yeah i cried a lot last week...rough..very..
so this weekend..tons of stuff planned for us freshmen..kinda reminded me of high school, which was good and bad in a way..soo then saturday night we all wanted to drink, so we heard about these hockey and baseball parties on some street, so we went, i chugged this disgusting cheap beer and felt so lightheaded afterwards and i could barely walk straight, it was sweet lol jk,it actually sucked cuz i had a migraine the next day..but neways the parties were pretty lame..so we left, drove to a burger king, got food, then came back to the dorms and chilled for a while..then today..i went to brunch with lauren ventura and my new friend katie, then chilled for a while...later on my mom and bro came and picked up smelly kelly and i and we went to my house for a little visit..then me n kel went to target, bought stuff for our dorm room, and then to ac moore and then bed, bath and beyond, which is an awesome store, if u ask me, lol..
then we had dinner, finally it took forever, and then came back, wanted to watch the vmas but we had a floor meeting, and i realized that i love our RA'S..they r sweet..cept the one, christina, wants me to join the rugby team, and umm idk..cept these 2 girls heather and katie wanna do it also, so maybe ill give in and give it a try..im such a girly girl tho..id prolly cry..i hate getting hurt..and its also odd to play the same sport ur boyfriend plays haha..lol..oh well not like thats really gonna last nehow, cuz he like hates me and never ever wants to talk to me..wutever..guess im not good enough..
thats pretty much it...im lonely, so if neone ever wants to talk to me, please call or IM me if i am online...k bye lovers! umm i think i should go to bed now, cuz its really late and my first day of classes is tomorrow..k sweet