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im at elizabeth's.
i just got back from floating the river, biking 4 miles and i ran a mile with her.
shes still going.
shes a machine.
i liked it.
im staying away from home right now.
ill be with elizabeth all this week.
so far its been fun.
i've had so much on mind these past few days i just feel like crying in the middle of work.
karma is so true.
he liked me, i didnt like him.
then i liked him, now he doesnt even like me.
feelings are a fucking waste of time.
well feelings that you have, that you just cant put into anyone else, besides the person those feelings are made for.
im tired of those stupid drunken nights, and the stupid arguments over stupid stuff.
thats right to me, its all stupid.
nothing can turn anything around now.
its permanent.
and for once im really, seriously, without a doubt okay with it.
im not even bullshitting anymore.
i just got back from floating the river, biking 4 miles and i ran a mile with her.
shes still going.
shes a machine.
i liked it.
im staying away from home right now.
ill be with elizabeth all this week.
so far its been fun.
i've had so much on mind these past few days i just feel like crying in the middle of work.
karma is so true.
he liked me, i didnt like him.
then i liked him, now he doesnt even like me.
feelings are a fucking waste of time.
well feelings that you have, that you just cant put into anyone else, besides the person those feelings are made for.
im tired of those stupid drunken nights, and the stupid arguments over stupid stuff.
thats right to me, its all stupid.
nothing can turn anything around now.
its permanent.
and for once im really, seriously, without a doubt okay with it.
im not even bullshitting anymore.