no words
Cute Saraa: heyheyheyh
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: hey
Cute Saraa: lol i was saying hi. and then i read my journal comment thingys
Cute Saraa: so what's up
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: :\
Cute Saraa: ??
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: ur gunna def hate me and ur gunna def never talk to me :[[[
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: but it wasnt myf ault.
Cute Saraa: alright?
Cute Saraa: lauren come on :\
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: me n justin las summer we boned.. alot :\ and he made me swore i wouldnt say nuttin and then we did again the day b4 zach asked me out :\ and umm yeh he said he was testing me but he's full of shit. **it was mostly on the phone** Eddie knows and stuff so yeh ;\ and Justin doesnt kno imma tell you i dont think but i just well everytime id go to tell you hed say if u were really a friend u wouldnt hurt me like that.. but i cant stand lying to you anymore :[ ur a real good friend and i kno this is gunna fxck it all up but id rather be honest n have u mad then be lyin and stuff.. so yeh im honestly sorry n ilu :\
Cute Saraa: ya know what, i'm not mad at you the least bit
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: :\\\\\\
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: i think u are :[
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: and i think ur gunna not trust me
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: and i kno :[ but i mean u can :[[[[
Cute Saraa: honestly. i'm not mad at you. but he can fuck himself in the ass
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: it honestly wasnt me and i did fight him he was be like laurenn come on letz do thisss n id be lika no no n zach clicked in and he was all like tell em ur bro needs the phone :/
Cute Saraa: wtf
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: n i mean im not gunna blame it all on him bc thats just wrong it takes 2.. so yeh :\
Cute Saraa: when did u guys go out?
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: you can blame me :[ but i DID wanna tell you.
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: who me n zach?
Cute Saraa: yes
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: we did for like a day.
Cute Saraa: no when
Cute Saraa: the date
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: ummz
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: no clue it was b4 4th of july
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: uhh
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: :\ i dont member maybe i posted in my lj!?
Cute Saraa: ok thanks
Cute Saraa: find out for me please
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: aight
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: my mom needs me to help her move furniture inna min then ill look
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: forreal sara im so sorry :[ im not usually like that :[[[
Cute Saraa: i dont know either or not to believe u
Cute Saraa: but.. yea. bye
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: whut?!
Cute Saraa: wait
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: u jus said u wasnt mad? :\
Cute Saraa: okay whens the last time yall fucked
Cute Saraa: do u have proff?
Cute Saraa: proof
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: yes
Cute Saraa: let me see it
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: hold on lemme se if i have the convo of him tellin eddie
Cute Saraa: ok
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: fxck it aint there lemem check my other sn
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: woo i think i got it
Cute Saraa: send it to me
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: let me check
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: 11:43 PM]: you phone fucked lauren huh
QuikSilvr1017 [11:43 PM]: i knew that
Pene enorme [11:43 PM]: send me yalls convo
Pene enorme [11:43 PM]: yeah
Cute Saraa: is that all?
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: thers more but it doesnt have to do with me n justin
Cute Saraa: oh okay
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: oh heres more
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: aim
NDiE2585: sdfsd
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ wants to directly connect.
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ is now directly connected.
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: enorme [11:44 PM]: its to bad i didnt even do it for real
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: lol
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: if im right abotu the time im thinkin of
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: it was like 5 minutes
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: right before my practie
QuikSilvr1017 [11:44 PM]: LOL
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: my boy was tryin to talk to her about going out
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: and
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: i wanted to see if she would do it
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: cuz i know if she would do it she woudl do it to my boy
QuikSilvr1017 [11:45 PM]: did she do it to your boy?
Pene enorme [11:45 PM]: only reason i didnt tell him about it was because he was starting to like her alot and id int wanan fuck it up n hopes she would change
Pene enorme [11:45 PM]: yeah they did like 2 times
Pene enorme [11:45 PM]: but listen -finishs- lol
QuikSilvr1017 [11:45 PM]: what's his name?
Pene enorme [11:46 PM]: k n then i tried again the next day to if she would she allmost pased my lil test lol but she ended up tryin to go ahead n do it n go to a room that she coudl fuck her self at but ppl kept coimin so nothin happen
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: but the time shes talkin about i didnt even really do it i just moaned n shit i wasnt bout to let my boy get hurt u kno but i didnt tell him cuz i wanted to see if after getin to know him al il bit better if she would still play him like that and she allmost did but didnt have time to basicly so i dont care lol i should probably tell im now so he wont think differntly
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: u think i should?
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: oh and u can show her everything i said if u want to
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: so she wont feel stupid if she does decide to tell sarab ecause id idnt even do anything int he first place so- shrugs- lol
QuikSilvr1017 [11:47 PM]: lol aight
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: show me what she says if u tell her
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: u think i should tel lhim about it though? incase it gets around?
Cute Saraa: do u have any convos of u 2 or nething
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: brb im doing something <3
leave me a note ;]
i feel ... so totally stupid. i wanna cry but it's like i dunno i won't let myself. not over him anymore. he's a true player. won't ever change. that's all i have to say. that journal entry i just made earlier today can fuck itself in the ass royally.
later
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: hey
Cute Saraa: lol i was saying hi. and then i read my journal comment thingys
Cute Saraa: so what's up
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: :\
Cute Saraa: ??
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: ur gunna def hate me and ur gunna def never talk to me :[[[
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: but it wasnt myf ault.
Cute Saraa: alright?
Cute Saraa: lauren come on :\
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: me n justin las summer we boned.. alot :\ and he made me swore i wouldnt say nuttin and then we did again the day b4 zach asked me out :\ and umm yeh he said he was testing me but he's full of shit. **it was mostly on the phone** Eddie knows and stuff so yeh ;\ and Justin doesnt kno imma tell you i dont think but i just well everytime id go to tell you hed say if u were really a friend u wouldnt hurt me like that.. but i cant stand lying to you anymore :[ ur a real good friend and i kno this is gunna fxck it all up but id rather be honest n have u mad then be lyin and stuff.. so yeh im honestly sorry n ilu :\
Cute Saraa: ya know what, i'm not mad at you the least bit
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: :\\\\\\
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: i think u are :[
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: and i think ur gunna not trust me
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: and i kno :[ but i mean u can :[[[[
Cute Saraa: honestly. i'm not mad at you. but he can fuck himself in the ass
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: it honestly wasnt me and i did fight him he was be like laurenn come on letz do thisss n id be lika no no n zach clicked in and he was all like tell em ur bro needs the phone :/
Cute Saraa: wtf
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: n i mean im not gunna blame it all on him bc thats just wrong it takes 2.. so yeh :\
Cute Saraa: when did u guys go out?
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: you can blame me :[ but i DID wanna tell you.
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: who me n zach?
Cute Saraa: yes
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: we did for like a day.
Cute Saraa: no when
Cute Saraa: the date
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: ummz
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: no clue it was b4 4th of july
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: uhh
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: :\ i dont member maybe i posted in my lj!?
Cute Saraa: ok thanks
Cute Saraa: find out for me please
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: aight
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: my mom needs me to help her move furniture inna min then ill look
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: forreal sara im so sorry :[ im not usually like that :[[[
Cute Saraa: i dont know either or not to believe u
Cute Saraa: but.. yea. bye
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: whut?!
Cute Saraa: wait
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: u jus said u wasnt mad? :\
Cute Saraa: okay whens the last time yall fucked
Cute Saraa: do u have proff?
Cute Saraa: proof
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: yes
Cute Saraa: let me see it
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: hold on lemme se if i have the convo of him tellin eddie
Cute Saraa: ok
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: fxck it aint there lemem check my other sn
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: woo i think i got it
Cute Saraa: send it to me
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: let me check
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: 11:43 PM]: you phone fucked lauren huh
QuikSilvr1017 [11:43 PM]: i knew that
Pene enorme [11:43 PM]: send me yalls convo
Pene enorme [11:43 PM]: yeah
Cute Saraa: is that all?
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: thers more but it doesnt have to do with me n justin
Cute Saraa: oh okay
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: oh heres more
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: aim
NDiE2585: sdfsd
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ wants to directly connect.
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ is now directly connected.
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: enorme [11:44 PM]: its to bad i didnt even do it for real
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: lol
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: if im right abotu the time im thinkin of
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: it was like 5 minutes
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: right before my practie
QuikSilvr1017 [11:44 PM]: LOL
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: my boy was tryin to talk to her about going out
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: and
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: i wanted to see if she would do it
Pene enorme [11:44 PM]: cuz i know if she would do it she woudl do it to my boy
QuikSilvr1017 [11:45 PM]: did she do it to your boy?
Pene enorme [11:45 PM]: only reason i didnt tell him about it was because he was starting to like her alot and id int wanan fuck it up n hopes she would change
Pene enorme [11:45 PM]: yeah they did like 2 times
Pene enorme [11:45 PM]: but listen -finishs- lol
QuikSilvr1017 [11:45 PM]: what's his name?
Pene enorme [11:46 PM]: k n then i tried again the next day to if she would she allmost pased my lil test lol but she ended up tryin to go ahead n do it n go to a room that she coudl fuck her self at but ppl kept coimin so nothin happen
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: but the time shes talkin about i didnt even really do it i just moaned n shit i wasnt bout to let my boy get hurt u kno but i didnt tell him cuz i wanted to see if after getin to know him al il bit better if she would still play him like that and she allmost did but didnt have time to basicly so i dont care lol i should probably tell im now so he wont think differntly
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: u think i should?
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: oh and u can show her everything i said if u want to
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: so she wont feel stupid if she does decide to tell sarab ecause id idnt even do anything int he first place so- shrugs- lol
QuikSilvr1017 [11:47 PM]: lol aight
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: show me what she says if u tell her
Pene enorme [11:47 PM]: u think i should tel lhim about it though? incase it gets around?
Cute Saraa: do u have any convos of u 2 or nething
Zz SeXy LaUr zZ: brb im doing something <3
leave me a note ;]
i feel ... so totally stupid. i wanna cry but it's like i dunno i won't let myself. not over him anymore. he's a true player. won't ever change. that's all i have to say. that journal entry i just made earlier today can fuck itself in the ass royally.
later