alright..
O K A Y. . .
i haven't been bitching about justin bc i don't want ppl to think thats all me and him are. but i'm going to explain some things. bc justin likes to bitch about me in his. so lets start from july 3rd
j u l y 3 r d
red hot and boom, it's this big thing by a mall and around the lake. fireworks. avril lavigne, otown, and a bunch of other groups played there. for the past few months i had been looking forward to going to this so badly bc last year me and my mom got ina fight and didn't get to go. last minute my mom said sorry and offered to take me. stubborn me said no forget it. my friend had gone with her family 10 mins b4 that.. so the saturday b4 this i was suppoe to spend the nightat cassie's .. but she never called me. and i stayed home. but it was okay bc i spent the night withjustin. well, july 3rd no one had called me so i figured i wasn't going. i was sad and depressed bc ever since i left my old school i lost so many friends. i was popular :\ and i had many of em and i just lost touch. they always had plans and just it was different. so i talked to justin and we said we'd rent a movie and wath a movie that night. well he went off to bball and around 7 Toniann called me. asking me to go with melissa , cassie (the girls i was sppose to go with in the first place) her, sanchez, brian, colby, austin, and luis. the 8 of us. so i went. :\ those are my oldtime friends and i hadnt chilled with em in a long ass time. so iwent :\ blah. we were there for like an hour or 2 i saw a bunch! of my other friends and it was like a reunion. i was kindof sad bc they all were like OH MY GOSH!!! and they gave me all these hugs and told em to call em and keep in touch and shit. well like the boys started bitchin about it being hot.and i drove and ta sanchez and sherri were with me. they didnt want to stay. soi had to go ya know? i couldnt stay there 3 of my friends would of been pissed off at me. SO ANYWAYS, we left. i took sanchez and ta to sanchez's truck. and then me ta austin and brian went to a party. i got home earlier at 11 30. i smoked a little that night and i drank one beer and some vodka with orange and grape juice. walked around that big ass lake and shit. and it was way dark rofl i was kindof sleepy. so got on the fone with justin. he got pissed cuz i was fallin asleep on him. we faught about that the next day.
J U L Y 4 T H
had to work, justin had to work. just came home late. -shrugs- i fell asleep on the fone again. he bitched at me.called me a bitch. yada yada..
J U L Y 5 T H
we talked all day on the fone. it was good.. i missin em so i told him to hurry home from his game i had towork. . he said ok baby.. um after work i drove home thinkin of where my cell fone is to call him. got online. saw a IM from zach. read a email from justin. saying how he was going to a movie.. said he'd be back around 12. lmao my ass went to bed thinking he'd be online at 7 like he said bc had agame. rofl.. well, GOOD THING I DIDT STAY UP TO TALK T HIM. bc he styed the night at brians. lmao i didnt know that til this morning. i woke up at 7. found out. yea lmao i was pissed. uh he got home. found out that i was a big stpid bullsit thing. that i wouldnt of fuckingbeen mad about. he went to a movie instead of the game bc no one showed up. but see, i got mad bc we faught. he called me a bitch probably 100 times. said fuck you. told me to shut up. all that shit. thats what happens everytime. bc he doesnt know how to say shit. kk
T O D A Y
made up, um... justin told me to call him when i went to chuck e cheese. i called him. e felt like being mean to me. like seriously he meant to piss me off. he says he was joking around with me. but he loves to piss me off. so i ws in a bad mood. and when i am i'm bitch. so i wanted to get him pissed off. and so i did that. he hung up on me. um.. he's hypocritical? he tells me not to hang up on him when i'm mad but he can? lmao -nods-.. k SO LIKE 20 MINS AGO. rofl... justin says he's mad at kelly.. i asked why. hes like nothin and im like uh what? andhes like its stupid. and i was like okay? and hes likedont go askingkelly about it either. lmao SHIT IF U TELL ME THAT I SURE AS FUCK AM GOING TO.rofl so i did. justin told me. lmao wanna know why he was mad? bc he didnt get to see kellys nude pics first. lmfao.. ok moral of this i dont care who the fuck the girl is why the fuck u wanna see some chick naked. and if u do. why the fuck u gonna get mad if u dont see it first? ROFL WTH!!!!! it's stupid its like so retarded. and on top of this. he tells me yea i know i understand that ur mad. then .. he tells me i shouldnt be mad and that im stupd. and calls me abitch. says fuck you so many times. so i'm laughing and i puthim on block.
O K A Y
this is all from a guy who claims he loves meso much and shit like that from now on. i'm going to put every little thing he does in my fucking journal. to show how he treats me mk. bc he likes to put the mean shit i say to him in his. to get remorse. FUCK THAT he's all i got right now. him and danni. thats all i fucking have and i'm not complaining. i dont need nothing more than them. fuck everyone else.but i wont' be treated lik shit. in a relationship u dont try to piss the other person off as a joke. u dont say fuck u when ur mad. u dont call eachother names. i quit callin him names. it's stupid. it really is. .. so yeah there.
A N O T H E R T H I N G
maybe justin, if you weren't a prick and didn't think your shit didn't stink. and treatd ppl with respect. LIKE ME, then maybe u wouldnt be in the mess u are with sooooo many ppl. i hated u b4 bc u were too nice to girls. now ur toomean. cant there be an inbetween?
i love it how u beg me to stay with u, and all this shit after YOU'RE SUCH AN ASSHOLE TO ME. and i'm sick of telling u it's over. I FUCKING AM. I DON'T LIKETHIS SHIT i don't enjoy sayin that. i hate it. all i want is a fucking boyfriend to treat me good. all i fucking want is you and this shit IS TOO MUCH..
i'm out. DON'T FUCKING CALL MY HOUSE LINE. ill fly to your house and burnit down if u do :o
jk? :\
im out, byes
i haven't been bitching about justin bc i don't want ppl to think thats all me and him are. but i'm going to explain some things. bc justin likes to bitch about me in his. so lets start from july 3rd
j u l y 3 r d
red hot and boom, it's this big thing by a mall and around the lake. fireworks. avril lavigne, otown, and a bunch of other groups played there. for the past few months i had been looking forward to going to this so badly bc last year me and my mom got ina fight and didn't get to go. last minute my mom said sorry and offered to take me. stubborn me said no forget it. my friend had gone with her family 10 mins b4 that.. so the saturday b4 this i was suppoe to spend the nightat cassie's .. but she never called me. and i stayed home. but it was okay bc i spent the night withjustin. well, july 3rd no one had called me so i figured i wasn't going. i was sad and depressed bc ever since i left my old school i lost so many friends. i was popular :\ and i had many of em and i just lost touch. they always had plans and just it was different. so i talked to justin and we said we'd rent a movie and wath a movie that night. well he went off to bball and around 7 Toniann called me. asking me to go with melissa , cassie (the girls i was sppose to go with in the first place) her, sanchez, brian, colby, austin, and luis. the 8 of us. so i went. :\ those are my oldtime friends and i hadnt chilled with em in a long ass time. so iwent :\ blah. we were there for like an hour or 2 i saw a bunch! of my other friends and it was like a reunion. i was kindof sad bc they all were like OH MY GOSH!!! and they gave me all these hugs and told em to call em and keep in touch and shit. well like the boys started bitchin about it being hot.and i drove and ta sanchez and sherri were with me. they didnt want to stay. soi had to go ya know? i couldnt stay there 3 of my friends would of been pissed off at me. SO ANYWAYS, we left. i took sanchez and ta to sanchez's truck. and then me ta austin and brian went to a party. i got home earlier at 11 30. i smoked a little that night and i drank one beer and some vodka with orange and grape juice. walked around that big ass lake and shit. and it was way dark rofl i was kindof sleepy. so got on the fone with justin. he got pissed cuz i was fallin asleep on him. we faught about that the next day.
J U L Y 4 T H
had to work, justin had to work. just came home late. -shrugs- i fell asleep on the fone again. he bitched at me.called me a bitch. yada yada..
J U L Y 5 T H
we talked all day on the fone. it was good.. i missin em so i told him to hurry home from his game i had towork. . he said ok baby.. um after work i drove home thinkin of where my cell fone is to call him. got online. saw a IM from zach. read a email from justin. saying how he was going to a movie.. said he'd be back around 12. lmao my ass went to bed thinking he'd be online at 7 like he said bc had agame. rofl.. well, GOOD THING I DIDT STAY UP TO TALK T HIM. bc he styed the night at brians. lmao i didnt know that til this morning. i woke up at 7. found out. yea lmao i was pissed. uh he got home. found out that i was a big stpid bullsit thing. that i wouldnt of fuckingbeen mad about. he went to a movie instead of the game bc no one showed up. but see, i got mad bc we faught. he called me a bitch probably 100 times. said fuck you. told me to shut up. all that shit. thats what happens everytime. bc he doesnt know how to say shit. kk
T O D A Y
made up, um... justin told me to call him when i went to chuck e cheese. i called him. e felt like being mean to me. like seriously he meant to piss me off. he says he was joking around with me. but he loves to piss me off. so i ws in a bad mood. and when i am i'm bitch. so i wanted to get him pissed off. and so i did that. he hung up on me. um.. he's hypocritical? he tells me not to hang up on him when i'm mad but he can? lmao -nods-.. k SO LIKE 20 MINS AGO. rofl... justin says he's mad at kelly.. i asked why. hes like nothin and im like uh what? andhes like its stupid. and i was like okay? and hes likedont go askingkelly about it either. lmao SHIT IF U TELL ME THAT I SURE AS FUCK AM GOING TO.rofl so i did. justin told me. lmao wanna know why he was mad? bc he didnt get to see kellys nude pics first. lmfao.. ok moral of this i dont care who the fuck the girl is why the fuck u wanna see some chick naked. and if u do. why the fuck u gonna get mad if u dont see it first? ROFL WTH!!!!! it's stupid its like so retarded. and on top of this. he tells me yea i know i understand that ur mad. then .. he tells me i shouldnt be mad and that im stupd. and calls me abitch. says fuck you so many times. so i'm laughing and i puthim on block.
O K A Y
this is all from a guy who claims he loves meso much and shit like that from now on. i'm going to put every little thing he does in my fucking journal. to show how he treats me mk. bc he likes to put the mean shit i say to him in his. to get remorse. FUCK THAT he's all i got right now. him and danni. thats all i fucking have and i'm not complaining. i dont need nothing more than them. fuck everyone else.but i wont' be treated lik shit. in a relationship u dont try to piss the other person off as a joke. u dont say fuck u when ur mad. u dont call eachother names. i quit callin him names. it's stupid. it really is. .. so yeah there.
A N O T H E R T H I N G
maybe justin, if you weren't a prick and didn't think your shit didn't stink. and treatd ppl with respect. LIKE ME, then maybe u wouldnt be in the mess u are with sooooo many ppl. i hated u b4 bc u were too nice to girls. now ur toomean. cant there be an inbetween?
i love it how u beg me to stay with u, and all this shit after YOU'RE SUCH AN ASSHOLE TO ME. and i'm sick of telling u it's over. I FUCKING AM. I DON'T LIKETHIS SHIT i don't enjoy sayin that. i hate it. all i want is a fucking boyfriend to treat me good. all i fucking want is you and this shit IS TOO MUCH..
i'm out. DON'T FUCKING CALL MY HOUSE LINE. ill fly to your house and burnit down if u do :o
jk? :\
im out, byes